I can't Do This (Part 2)

*Last time on ‘Once Upon A Time’…

“He told me a couple days ago that he loves me and he’s not going to stop until I’m his. And today during practice, he said that I’ve been using him and when I only cared is when you and I have a fight.” Oh god, don’t cry, don’t cry.

Corey didn’t say anything; he buried his head in his hands. Ugh, I really hope he’s not going to yell.

“Baby please, say something.” I cried, rubbing his arm.

“I trusted you…” Corey mumbled “I trusted you and you fucking betray me again Jamila!”

“No Corey, don’t say that. Please.” I said, tears falling.

“No don’t, fucking touch me! What are you gonna say now?! That the baby is his now?! Huh! What are you trying to do to me?! I’ve been faithful ever since we started dating and now you’re treating me like shit!” Corey yelled.

“Why would you say that?!” I cried.

“YOU SLEPT WITH HIM!” Corey yelled again.

“He fucking came on to me! I couldn’t say no!” Wait what did I just say?!

“Oh you couldn’t say no?! You’re such a fucking slut do you know that?” Corey shook his head.

I just stood there, while he just kept calling me these nasty words.

“I bet you fucked that kid Keaon you were dreaming about too!” Corey shouted.

“Don’t. You EVER bring him up.” I whispered.

“Why not?! What you have wet dreams about him?! Huh! I know what you’re fucking doing, you want me to hit you again. Is that it?! You must love seeing me get pissed off.” Corey thought.

“Why the fuck would I do that!? Corey you don’t know how much that shit hurt!” I yelled.

“I don’t give a fuck! Go back to Emery or that Keaon kid. I’m fucking done with you.” Corey said walking away but I stopped him.

“No, no, no, please don’t go! I love you and only you.” I cried.

“I bet you told Emery that too.” Corey glared.

“No! Why would I do that! Corey you’re making this hard! I didn’t do anything!” I yelled.

“You went to his fucking house!” Corey snapped.

Then the doorbell rang. Corey stormed out the room and I quickly followed. But I sat down on the couch, still crying just a little bit.

“Who is it!?” Corey yelled.

“Package!” The person said.

Oh no… why does that voice sound familiar? What if?

“Did you order something?” Corey asked me, not looking at me.

I just shook my head no.

Then Corey opened the door.

“Uh, where’s the package…?” Corey asked the man.

“Nowhere. I’m looking for Jamila.” He said.

“And you are…?” Corey asked.

“Tell her it’s Keaon.” He smirked.

Why is he here?

What does he want from me?!

More importantly is…. How did he find me?

***

“Uh, how did you find out where we live?” Corey asked, very annoyed.

“It wasn’t that hard to locate her. Look can I talk to her, I know she’s here.” Keaon asked.

“No you can’t. Now leave.” Corey said, shutting the door. But Keaon stopped it with his foot.

“Don’t even try to tell me that bull. All I know is she‘ll come running back to me like how she always does. Ain’t that right Jamila!? Yeah I hear you crying.” Keaon laughed.

“Leave. Now.” Corey snapped.

“Well, I guess it’s whatever. But I’m gonna be calling her. Don’t try shit.” Keaon said, and then left.

I just made a sigh in relief that he’s gone. But when Corey shut, no, when Corey slammed the door he was just pissed all over again.

“What the hell was he doing here!?”

I just shrugged.

“How the fuck does he know, where we live?!”

I shrugged again.

“God dammit, answer me Jamila!”

“Corey, I don’t know how he got here! Why are you always fucking blaming me for everything!? Maybe someone who hates me gave them my current address! I don’t fucking know!” I snapped.

“Don’t raise your voice at me.” Corey scrawled.

“Then don’t raise your damn voice at me!” I shouted.

Corey just made a huge sigh and just gave me a hug, but I pulled away.

“Don’t, you fucking touch me.” I said.

“No, no. I’m sorry.” He said, attempted to give me another hug but I rejected it again.

“I need to pack.” I whispered, moving from Corey and heading upstairs.

“Pack? Where the hell are you going?!” He asked.

“I don’t know, probably with Kat or something.” I lied, packing my stuff.

“Baby, I’m sorry okay? I didn’t mean to flip out-”

“Corey, stop.” I sighed “Just, leave me alone.” I said, grabbing my stuff and leaving.

“You don’t even have a car!” Corey shouted.

“The house isn’t far.” I sighed.

“Please Jamila.” Corey begged

“Bye, Corey.”

“I love you.” He whispered.

I just ignored him and closed the door behind me. And plus, the house I’m going too is like a 10 minute walk. It’s not that bad, even though I shouldn’t be there, I just need to stay somewhere, far, far away from Corey. When I approached the house, it took 3 doorbell rings till someone answered. Well it is pretty late so, I can see why the slow answer.

“Jamila? W-why do you have your-”

“Emery, I left Corey.” I said looking at the floor.

“For good?” He asked, letting me in.

“No, not for good. But I think… I think I came back to early. He’s pissed at what I told him and we got into this huge fight- Em, he threaten to hurt me again.” I cried.

“Oh, no, no. don’t cry. What did you tell him?” Emery asked.

Oh god, there’s gonna be more yelling.

“I told him everything that you told me, and then my ex came over and everything went downhill from there.” I sighed.

“Babe, stop crying please. It’s gonna be okay.” Emery whispered.

“Can I stay here for a while please?” I asked, looking at him.

“I don’t care; stay as long as you want. You can take my bed; I’ll sleep on the couch.” He said getting blankets for the couch, but I stopped him.

“No. I want; I want you to stay with me.” I suggested.

“Are you sure?” Emery asked, wrapping his arms around my waist.

“Yes, I’m sure.” I said resting my head on his chest.

~~~ 3 months later, June 5^th ~~~

It has been 3 months since I’ve last seen Corey. I’ve been staying with Emery and it’s been great so far. Like no physical contact or anything. He hasn’t made a move on me so that’s good. I’m trying to keep it that way so I don’t have a big ass story to tell Corey when I get back home. I am now 7 months pregnant. And I’ve been so dizzy, and had so much mood swings for the past 3 weeks now. Emery and I had fought over some stuff, but it was just little things and it was just me acting moody and whatnot. But today is the day that Sarah comes home from the academy and I’m so excited. I finally have someone to hang out with. But when we talk on the phone and Skype, she would act weird and there would always be someone near her or like around her. I don’t know. But anyway, I get to see her before Kris and I’m so happy. That shows you that I’m more important! I asked Emery if he would drive me to the airport later and he thought about it and said yes. I don’t know why he had to think about it…. douche. It was around, 6:30 in the morning, Emery had to get up and go to some team meeting. He kept moving the bed so that caused me to wake up too.

“Go back to sleep. It’s early.” Emery said.

“No, stay.” I protested.

“Jamila, I have to go. Joel is gonna be pissed if I’m late.” Emery sighed.

“Not fair.” I pouted.

“Look, I’ll be back around 11, and then we’ll pick up Sarah around 2 or whenever her flight comes.” He smiled.

“Ugh fine. Have fun.” I sighed, turning on my opposite side and going back to sleep.

“I love you.” Emery whispered.

“What was that?” I asked.

“I said I’ll call you.” Emery said.

“Oh okay. Bye.”

~~~ Sarah’s POV in Florida~~~

“Will you call me?” Daniel asked wrapping his arms around me.

“When Kris is gone I will. I promise.” I smiled.

“Promise me another thing.” Daniel said.

“What’s that?” I asked.

“Promise you won’t tell anyone about us. Your boyfriend will come after me.” He said leaning his forehead to touch mine.

Oh yeah…. Should I mention that for some odd reason, Daniel and I became so close that ever since we had sex we’ve been going on dates and shit? I feel like the biggest asshole on the planet. We’ve had sex so many times I can’t even count… I hope I don’t get pregnant from this. Not only did I lie to Kris, but I cheated on him for the past 3 months since I’ve been here. I’ve only spoken to him 5 times. Why am I so stupid? Jammy is gonna kill me….

“Yeah but, when I get home, Jammy is gonna ask me about my whole time here. I can’t lie to her.” I pouted.

“Well you’re gonna have too. I don’t mean to sound like a dick, but I don’t want her telling anyone.” Daniel said.

“I can’t lie to her. And plus, she hates when people lie to her. Come on she’s pregnant.” I sighed.

“Alright, alright. You can tell her. But tell her not to tell anyone, yeah?”

“Yeah.” I agreed.

“When can I see you again?” He asked.

“I’ll be here again after Jammy’s baby is born. Sooo, around October. She said she wants to take her baby to Disney World.” I smiled.

“That’s not far. I better get going; I’m meeting my brother at his place.”

I sighed, “Alright. I’ll call you later.”

He gave me another kiss and then left. Sweet baby Jesus what the hell am I gonna do?

~~~ My POV 6 hours later ~~~

“Jamila… Jamila, you gotta wake up.” Emery said shaking my shoulder.

“Mm what?” I croaked.

“Come on, we gotta get Sarah from the airport.” Emery laughed.

“Oh shit! What time is it?!” I gasped.

“It’s 12:30.” Emery said.

“Her flight was here 2 hours ago! Why didn’t you wake me up?!” I pouted.

“You looked so peaceful.” Emery laughed.

I just rolled my eyes and got out of bed.

“Ugh, you’re so mean!” I said walking down the stairs but stopped.

No friggin’ way! That can’t be her!

“Twin??!” I gasped.

Sarah turned around with a big huge grin on her face.

“Hey Jam Jam!” Sarah squealed.

“Oh my god!!” I screamed running up to her and giving her a really big hug “How was the academy?! Oh my god, you dyed your hair!” I gasped.

Her hair was red. She’s always wanted that color so bad.

“Well, I needed to get something new. Hey uh… why are you here? Like at Emery’s place?”

“Uh, Corey and I had this huge fight 3 months ago and I haven’t seen him since. My dad said that it should be better to stay with someone you’re rather close to. And since you weren’t here, I came to Emery. He’s been treating me well.” I smiled.

“Holy shit! 3 months?! Wait are you and Emery…?”

“No! No way… we’re just friends.” I laughed.

“Better be. I don’t want a goalie massacre happening. But yeah, the academy was fun! But I have to tell you something.” Sarah sighed.

“Oh god! You’re not pregnant are you!? Because you know Sharp Twins being pregnant is like really bad and-”

“No! Jamila shut up,” She laughed “I uh, I kinda…. Cheated.” Sarah mumbled.

“Oh a test?! OH LAWD! Sarah!” I yelled.

“No! You bitch, I cheated on Kris!” She said whispering Kris’s name.

I just sat there dumbfounded.

“Say something…” Sarah gulped.

“BRO…. Is the guy hot?!?!” I gasped.

“Well he’s a looker- wait you’re not mad?!”

“Why would I be? I mean you broke up with Kris because you felt bad for cheating. I’m not mad, I’m surprise-” I sighed dropping my head “you didn’t break up with Kris did you?” I glared at her.

“No….” Sarah sighed.

“Sarah you whore!” I gasped.

“You’re the one too talk! You slept with 5 guys!” Sarah said.

“Hey, hey, HEY! This isn’t about me! It’s about you!” I glared.

“Ugh, I’m changing the subject. How much long till you pop?” She asked.

“I have 2 months to go.”

“Do you know the sex?”

“Yeah. But no one else knows.” I shrugged.

“TELL ME!!!” Sarah squealed.

“Ugh,” I just rolled my eyes and whispered it in her ear.

“NO WAY!” She gasped.

“Yeah. So don’t say anything.” I laughed.

“I’m gonna buy a book of names!” Sarah jumped.

“No! I want a nice name. Not one from a book.” I sighed.

“Well, have you spoken to the other girls in a while?” Sarah asked.

“Not since my birthday.” I said.

“Damn… so am I like the only one you’ve talked to?” Sarah asked.

“Yeah, pretty much.” I replied.

“Well that’s not bad. I think?”

Then there was a knock on the door.

“Em! Door!” I shouted.

“Oh don’t worry, I’ll get it.” He glared.

“You’re so kind.” I smiled.

“Stop flirting…..” Sarah mumbled.

“Shut up.” I glared.

“Jay it’s for you.” Emery said.

“Ugh, I’ll be back.” I rolled my eyes.

“Take your time!” Sarah said.

Well fuck… my mood is ruined…

“Sup sexy.” Keaon smirked.

Turd.

“W-what are you doing here? How did you find me?!”

“What? I can’t see my girlfriend?” He smirked again.

“EX girlfriend.” I said.

“Whatever you say. But I know that you love me still. That’s why you never put a restraining order against me. Like you said you did.” Keaon laughed.

I was just lost for words. How the hell does he know that!? My lawyer is fucking stupid…

“Why so speechless?” He asked touching my face but I flinched and pushed it away.

“Please don’t touch me…” I whimpered.

“Why not? You used to love it. You don’t even remember? June? 2009? Two days before school ended… in your backyard-”

“Keaon shut up! And leave!” I hissed.

“Oh, I love the feisty side of you!” He said grabbing my wrist and pulling me out the door.

“No! Stop! Emery!!” I cried.

It didn’t take long for both Sarah and Emery to come out.

“What the hell is your problem?!” Emery shouted to Keaon.

“No one says ‘no’ to me.” Keaon glared at Emery and glanced at me.

“Come on inside.” Sarah whispered to me.

Ugh fuck everything. Why is life so complicated …?

~~~ Taylor’s POV ~~~

“Taylor! What’s taking you so long in the bathroom?!” Dustin shouted.

“Shit!” I whispered.

Dustin has been watching me 24/7 ever since he found my ‘stuff’ in my purse. I’ve been trying to keep it away from him. But ever since everyone found out, Drew called my mom about that shit. Like come on….. That’s fucking too much. But as you can see…. Yes I’m snorting in the bathroom… oops.

“I uh, I got cramps!” I lied.

“You’re not doing anything else are you?”

“NO babe! I’m cramping. Just leave me alone.” I sighed.

One more row….. One more row…..

“I got you some tea…” Dustin said quietly at the door.

“Ugh, hold on…” I sighed.

I quickly cleaned up my mess and my nose a little bit, washed my face and hands and opened the door.

“You alright?” He asked.

“Yeah…. Yeah I’m fine. We don’t have any Midol.” I said.

“Want me to pick you up some?”

“No Dustin….” I rolled my eyes leaving the bathroom and going into the living room.

You know it’s been almost 7 months and I haven’t spoken to Jamila. What the fuck?! She’s my best friend! I know she’s pregnant and all, but come on. A phone call would be nice. I was debating on calling but I changed my mind. She probably hates my guts right now.

“I’m bringing the cup to New York with me.” Dustin said sitting next to me.

Ever since the Kings won the Cup, I’ve been on a rollercoaster ride with emotions. Everyone forced me to go on the bus ride for the parade, after I fucking told them no but they kidnapped me anyway. They had me doing pee test! Like come on I’m not a criminal! But I always have a way, I don’t tell secrets.

“I’m not going.” I said.

“You know I’m not taking no for an answer.” Dustin glared.

“Well don’t you sound like a pedophile?” I snapped.

“Whoa.” Dustin jumped at my outburst.

“Look, just leave me alone alright? Go to fucking New York, I don’t want to go. You’re fucking annoying me right now.” I stood up and walked away but Dustin stopped me.

“Taylor… you’re… you’re using again. Aren’t you?” Dustin narrowed his eyes.

“No I’m not!” I shouted, wiping my nose.

“Yes you are!” Dustin shouted dropping my hands.

“What makes you think I’m fucking using drugs?!” I shouted.

“You always loved coming to New York to come visit my family.” Dustin said.

“Well maybe I’m not in the mood!” I glared.

“You listen to me, if you keep using that shit, I won’t hesitate to file a divorce.” Dustin snapped.

“Brownie!” I gasped, that… that actually hurt.

“I’m being dead serious.”

And after that, he just left.

~~~ My POV ~~~

“Thanks again for letting me stay Emery.” I smiled.

“No problem. I’m always here if you need me.” Emery said giving me a peck on the cheek.

Sarah had already left to go home to see Kris. Am I scared for her? No. why you may ask? She’s a big girl. She knows if something bad happens she can always run to Timbuktu….. Or Florida to go hump the shit out of her boy toy. Okay! That sounded mean. But still…. It’s true. I asked Emery if he can take me home because I really didn’t want to walk home. My feet have been killing me and I just want to like sit for a 5 minute drive. If you walk, it’s like 10 minutes. Well… feels like 10 minutes. When we arrived at Corey’s house moments later, I saw that his car wasn’t there. So I guess he was just out doing whatever the hell he wants. I thanked Emery for driving me home and I walked inside. I heard something upstairs and I started thinking, ‘who the hell is that?!’ I looked at the mails and saw that my mails were left untouched. There were a few mails from Jenny and Anthony asking me when the Baby shower is gonna be. I actually haven’t planned on one. But anyway, back to the strange noises. I walked, well waddled, up the stairs to look at the rooms. No one was in them. I looked at our bedroom and saw that the door was closed and I heard moaning from the room, I started getting angry and pissed off. But I shouldn’t freak out right away… but hell, I’m pregnant. My emotions we’re all over the place. I opened the door slowly and saw a chick, YES A CHICK, sitting on MY bed under the covers……playing with herself… well what the fuck?!

“Who the fuck are you!?” I shouted, causing her to jump.

~~~ Kat’s POV ~~~

“Baby you light up my world like nobody else...”

Oh how I love listening to One Direction while I cook dinner for Kane. Ever since we’ve gotten back together, we’ve been so good it’s unbelievable. We’ve already had our wedding. It was in Vegas! We didn’t get hitched though…. it was just a regular wedding. It was just Kane and I’s closets friends and family members. Nice ceremony. We came back from our honeymoon, 5 weeks ago and it’s been great ever since. I just hope it stays that way.

“Hey baby.” Kane said walking behind me.

“Hey you! How was that meeting?” I asked.

“Fine. Nothing new. Just Joel yelling and whatnot. I just came back from hanging out with Stalberg and Tazer.” He smiled.

“Did you have fun?”

“Yeah, yeah I had fun.” Kane said.

Welp… something isn’t right here.

“Kane, what’s wrong?” I asked curiously.

“What? Nothing’s wrong.” He shook his head.

“Are you sure… you look… you look pale.”

“Probably coming down with something. Are you okay?” He asked nervously.

“Yeah I’m fine. I just… if there’s something wrong, can you please tell me?” I pouted.

“Kat, don’t get to hype about it. It’s nothing serious.” Kane laughed.

“Okay… if you say soo…” I rolled my eyes going back into the kitchen.

“Whatcha cooking by the way?” Kane asked.

“Pizza with breadsticks.” I smiled.

“Damn. Sounds good,” He smirked “Have you talked to Jamila?”

I don’t want to hear that fucking name.

“No.” I growled.

“Whoa, calm down. What’s happened to you two anyway? You guys were like best friends before that big ass argument.” Kane uttered.

“She turned out to be a major bitch and I stopped talking to her. She can go suck Luongo’s sagging pe-”

“OKAY!” Kane yelled.

“Sorry… it just sucks that we aren’t friends anymore.” I sighed.

If you’re wondering what happened; Jammy…. Jamila and I got into an altercation a few months ago. She told me that she fucked Emery and then two hours later fucked Corey. I told her what she’s doing is wrong and fucked up in the head. She started yelling at me, calling me a bitch and the biggest fucktard in the world and a fluke of a best friend. I retaliated and said that she should pay more attention to Taylor more because she’s a major crack head and loves getting high when she feels like shit is going wrong. Don’t get me wrong, I felt horrible after I said that because Jamila’s exact words were;

“I hope you have an unhappy marriage and I hope Kane leaves you for a 10 fucking cent hooker!”

And after that we just stopped talking. And I knew she felt sorry for it too.

“Well I think you should try and talk to her. I mean, you even tore the picture that you, Sarah and Jamila took the day she was leaving for Vancity.” Kane thought.

“Patrick, I really don’t want to talk about this.” I sighed.

“Alright, alright. I was just saying. Now get back to cooking. Papa’s starving.” He winked, kissing my cheek, and slapping my butt.

“Ow!!” I cried. “Asshole.”

~~~ Sarah’s POV ~~~

“What the fuck!” Kris shouted.

No we aren’t fighting. He’s kinda upset that I dyed my hair.

“What?! You know I always wanted this color.” I glared.

“Yeah but… I loved it when it was brown.” He pouted.

“I’m sorry. I just wanted to look nice and new for you.” I smiled.

“Awe. I miss you so much baby.” Kris sighed pulling me into a big hug.

I just sighed. How the hell am I gonna tell him that I cheated on him this whole three months I’ve been away? I gotta tell him. Yeah I gotta tell him. I’m gonna do it right now!

“Kris?” I said, releasing the hug.

“Yeah?” He asked.

“I love you.” I smiled.

“I love you too.” Kris smiled back.

Okay I chickened out… shut up… I’ll try later. Yeah he’s in a better mood! Probably after dinner?

~~~ My POV ~~~

“What the fuck are you doing in my bed!?” I shouted at her again.

“W-Who are you?!” She asked still frightened.

“I’m Corey’s girlfriend. Who the fuck, are you?!”

“I’m his cousin Amy.” She said.

“Nice cover up. Who the hell are you!” I glared.

“Amy! Where the hell are you?!” I heard Corey from the front door.

“I’m upstairs!”

I just stood there in disbelief that she’s still in my god damn bed! Who knows that the fuck is on my sheets right now? Corey then, made his way upstairs and stopped when he saw me.

“Ba-Jamila… h-how are you? Wait what are you doing here?” He asked.

“Uh, one, I live here, two, I wanted to see you. And three, who the fuck is she and why is she in my god damn bed!” I shouted.

Dammit, mood swings calm down.

“Babe, that’s Amy… my cousin.” Corey said.

I just looked at her and back at Corey “Why isn’t she in the damn guest room then?!”

“I didn’t want to sleep in here. I couldn’t be in there while you’re not here. So I told her she can stay in here. And plus, I needed a chick around and she offered to come down and help.” Corey explained.

“You know she masturbates right?” I glared.

“….No.” Corey said.

“Look, I’m sorry. Corey said that you probably wouldn’t be coming back, so I just took full advantage-”

“Shut up.” I said closing the door and turning back to Corey.

“What made you come back? He asked looking at the floor.

“I just wanted to come back. I had a good time at Emery’s though.” I saw Corey cringe, “He actually took care of me and not yell at me when I randomly get mad at him. Unlike you… you just yell at me and blame everything on me.” I rolled my eyes.

“Look, baby, personally, I knew you were staying there. I wanted to come over and see how you were doing, but I didn’t want the door being slammed in my face.” He said.

“I still love you.” I whispered.

“You do?” Corey gasped.

“Yes. I didn’t hook up with Emery or anything.” I said.

“Promise me when things go back you won’t leave me again.” Corey sighed, walking towards me.

“Promise you won’t lay a hand on me when we get into arguments?” I asked back.

“I promise.” Corey said with a weak smiled.

I said that I promised back to him and just stood there, hugging him. I missed everything about him. It was like that for about 3 minutes till Corey pulled away.

“Can you go in there and apologize to Amy please?” Corey pouted.

“Ugh, fine.” I rolled my eyes.

I knocked on the door and slowly opened it. Amy was crying on the bed and watching TV. Now I feel like a bad person…

“Hey, uh, Amy?” I said quietly.

“Yeah?” she cried.

“I just, I just wanted to apologize. I didn’t mean to flip out on you.” I sighed.

“It’s fine. I’m used to.” Amy shrugged.

“Used to what?” I cocked my head.

“People yelling at me. Mostly guys.” Amy sighed.

“Oh… your dad yells at you?” I gasped.

“No… it’s uh, it’s my boyfriend.” Amy sighed again.

“Girl, dump his ass. If a guy yells at you for no apparently reason, you LEAVE. And call him a douche bag afterwards.” I smiled.

“I heard that!” Corey said from the bathroom.

“Oops.” I laughed.

“I can’t. He’s like really, mean. I don’t know why he hates me so much. We’ve been together for about 2 years now.”

“Sweetheart, how old are you?” I uttered.

“19.” She replied.

I quickly got up from the bed and went into the bathroom. Corey was shaving, YES, and I had to ask him if Amy can stay with us. I mean, I do need another girl in the house. It would be nice. I have no one else! Unless Sarah decides to spend the night, but we did make plans to go out and have some food later. I’m really hungry and it looks like Corey hasn’t gone grocer shopping since I’ve left…

“Hey Corey…” I said poking my head through the door.

“Yeah?”

“Can Amy stay here for a few months? Well like until I’m not pregnant anymore?” I suggested.

“Why?” Corey asked, looking at me.

“She said that her and her boyfriend aren’t really getting along and I want to offer her the guest room.” I suggested.

“Why? They can always work stuff out. Like we did.” He winked.

“Hardy har har. Don’t even try that. I don’t forgive you yet.” I glared.

“Well… that hurts.” Corey pouted.

“Corey can Amy stay?” I asked.

“Yeah, yeah whatever.” He rolled his eyes.

“Yay! I love you!” I then gave him a kiss and left the bathroom.

I went back into the room and saw that Amy was texting… oh I wonder who!

“Hey, Corey said that you can stay if you want. But when I have the baby, it might be different.” I smiled.

“I can stay?!? Wait… when did I ask to stay??” She cocked her head.

“You didn’t. I just didn’t want things happening to you.” I shrugged.

“Thanks Jamila.” Amy smiled.

“No problem. I said giving her a hug and grabbing a few pairs of clothes to change into.

~~~ 4:30 pm ~~~

“Babe, I’m leaving! I’ll be back soon.” I said.

“Alright. Have fun!” Corey shouted from upstairs.

“Wait! Wait! Jamila, may I come with you?” Amy asked running down the stairs fully dressed.

“Um, I don’t think Sarah would mind. Yeah sure I guess.” I smiled.

“Yes!” She jumped running through the door and jumping into the passenger seat.

“Where are we going?!” Amy asked.

“Just going to our usual hangout spot; Subway.” I laughed.

“I love Subway!” Amy squealed.

“You love everything.” I shook my head.

~~~ At Subway ~~~

“Hey babes!” I said walking into Subway, looking at Sarah.

Oh how she looked like a loner.

“Hey!” Sarah said giving me a hug. “Who’s this?” She said pointing to Amy.

“Oh! I’m Amy. Corey’s cousin.” Amy introduced.

“Well, nice to meet you. I gotta pull up another chair then.” Sarah laughed.

“Another… chair?” I cocked my head.

“Yeah, I invited someone to this little lunch.” Sarah smiled.

“Oh okay.” I raised my eye brow.

“Where did you guys get your outfits from? I mean, damn. I remember Corey telling me that you two love going shopping together.” Amy thought.

“Oh? This old thing?” Sarah asked. “Girl I’ve had this outfit for like a long time. I just never found the great time to wear it.” She laughed.

“Yeah and those pumps, I got it for her for Christmas.” I said.

“And I’m very thankful for that.” Sarah nodded.

“Will you buy me shoes like that Jamila?!” Amy asked.

I just laughed, “No.”

“Ugh! Rude.” She glared.

“Sarah, what’s so damn important that I had to be here?!”

Why the fuck…?

I turned around to see who said that. My whole day was fucking ruined.

“What the hell are you doing here?!” I snapped seeing that Kat was at the door.

“Me?! What the fuck are you doing here?!” She snapped back.

“Sarah what the hell is going on!” I asked.

“Kat told me what happened between you two and I thought maybe it was a good thing to let you both talk it out.” Sarah suggested.

“Are you fucking stupid?! I can’t stand her!” I yelled.

Causing everyone to turn towards our direction.

“You know what, come on Amy. I can’t handle all of this stress.” I said grabbing my purse and leaving.

“Jam wait! Just please. Stay. For me?” Sarah pouted.

“No.” I glared then left. But I stopped halfway when I opened the door.

“Jamila, I think you should give here a chance.” Amy thought.

“No. she pissed me off, and I don’t want to see her fucking face again.” I said.

“Please?”

I just sighed and went back inside.

“Fine, I’ll talk to you.” I said to Kat.

I took a seat with Kat at a table that was far away from Sarah and Amy so they didn’t have to ease drop. But they’ll end up hearing anyway. We sat in silence until she finally spoke up. I really didn’t want to talk to her. She is the last person I want to see.

“So uh… how’s the pregnancy?”

“Fine.”

“You and Crow?”

“Fine.”

“Do you know what you’re having?”

“Yes.”

“You and Ashley?”

“Hate her guts.”

“Jamila if you’re gonna keep answering me like that then we might as well not work this out.” Kat snapped.

“Fine by me.” I shrugged, walking out the seat.

“Sit!” Sarah pointed.

I sighed and sat back down. “What do you want? Seriously.” I asked.

“I miss my best friend.” Kat murmured.

“Well that must suck. You say that my best friend is a drug addict. When you know damn fucking well that’s not true. You’re making shit up and it pisses me off.” I snapped.

“Jamila! I’m not making it up! Dustin called me a couple months ago asking if I knew where you were and I said no. he told me that Taylor is doing drugs! Calling me a cunt and a bitch for telling you the truth pisses me off! And saying you hope Kane leaves me with a hooker. Fuck you.” She spat.

“You see, anytime I try to fucking resolve shit with you, you always have some damn smart ass comment to say back. You know what; I’m fucking done with you. You’re out of my life for good. DON’T even bother coming around me anymore. That includes my baby.” I said and then got up, grabbed my purse and left. Amy quickly followed.

“How’d it go?” She asked when we got into the car.

“I don’t even want to be bothered right now.” I sighed.

~~~ Corey’s apartment ~~~

I was lying on the couch enjoying myself when the phone started ringing. I really didn’t feel like picking up the phone because I really didn’t feel like moving. Life as a pregnant person sucks balls bro.

“Hello!” Amy said “Oh yeah, she’s right here. Uh, there’s a Jenny on the phone for you.” Amy stated.

“Oh god.” I rolled my eyes grabbing the phone “Yes Jennifer.”

“YOU’RE HAVING A KID!? I WAS JUST KIDDING ABOUT THE WHOLE BABY SHOWER THING BUT YOU’RE REALLY HAVING A KID?! JAMILA WHAT THE FUCK!”

“Jenny! Why the hell are you shouting?!”

“I had to find out from the damn news that you’re pregnant! How am I the last one to know this?!”

“Uh… because you’re always busy…?”

“That doesn’t matter! What are you having?!”

I told her what I was having and she got even madder.

“How the fu- Jamila… I’m- do you know who the dad is?!”

“Uh, no.”

“Well you know what! We are gonna hunt that bitch down and get a paternity test! Your ass is gonna have a dad for that baby! And plus, I’m gonna be spoiling that little thing.”

“It’s human Jenny… not a thing.”

“Does it matter?! Look, I gotta go. I’m gonna be coming over in a week or two. Just don’t fuck things up okay?”

“Yes mother.”

“Good. The girls say hi. Alright. Bye Jay!” Jenny said then hanged up.

Ugh, I’m already annoyed and my more annoying cousin is gonna be coming over. Isn’t this grand?

“Who was on the phone?” Corey asked, sitting next to me.

“Jenny. Where’s Bella?” I asked, referring to our Yorkie.

“With Amy in the guest room. I was thinking I should let the guys come over and help with the nursery room.” Corey thought.

“You started it?” I gasped.

“Just a little. I got the crib and stuff.” Corey shrugged.

“Is it… is it okay if I asked Emery and Kevin to help you too?” I asked, afraid of his answer.

“I don’t know about that. Emery is my best friend and all, but Kevin? We all don’t get along you know.” Corey said.

“Yeah but baby, Kevin might be the father of this child too you know.” I saw Corey cringe at that thought of that.

“Sorry I shouldn’t have said that.” I mumbled.

“No, no. you’re right, he might be the father of that child you might as well let him help. But I must warn you, Bolland will do some fucked up things.” Corey laughed.

“He’s not going to help you. He’s going to stay down here and serve me when I’m hungry.” I smirked.

“Smart.” Corey laughed, pecking my lips. “I’ll go call them.”

~~~ Couple hours later 10:30 p.m. ~~~

The door rang and I smiled to myself. Why? Because behind that door would be Kevin. We’ve talked a couple of times, but I just wait to see him. Also we’ve became really, really good friends that made me happy. To be honest, I never imagined that happening. I wobbled over to the door, took a deep breath and opened it. There stood Kevin in his casual clothing. I smiled at him when he looked up, flashing his wonderful smile.

“Hey you.” He said, pulling me into a hug.

“Hey, it’s been forever.” I whispered.

“Yeah, way to long in my opinion,” Kevin laughed “How uh, how you been?”

“Good! How’s Trevor? He never told me what happened after his date.” I pouted.

“Oh he’s getting married.” Kevin said.

“What?!” I gasped.

“Yeah! That reminds me,” He said going into his back pocket, “Here’s your invitation.”

“Uh, Juice… there’s only one.” I said.

“Yeah, he doesn’t want Corey to come.” Kevin shrugged.

“Kevin!” I pouted.

“I’m joking, here.” Kevin laughed handing me another invitation that had ‘Corey’ written on it.

“Thanks. I’ll show you to the room.” I smiled, taking his hand and walking upstairs.

I walked into the nursery room to see no progress being made, they were all socializing. Amy was flirting with Montador, which was funny, and Mayers still trying to figure out the paint color right after I told him what I wanted. All the conversations stopped when Bolland looked towards the door. I was hoping and praying he wouldn’t start anything. I can’t believe I even allowed them all to spend the night.

“Uh… so here is it,” I said to Kevin and then turned to the guys “Don’t cause trouble okay.” I glared.

“Kevin.” Corey said, walking over to Kevin and shaking his hand, completing ignoring me.

“Corey.” Kevin shook his hand.

“Alright… Bolland, Amy, come on let’s go!”

~~~ Couple Hours later ~~~

It was now around 2:13 in the morning and I was dozing off every now and then. I am so tired and Corey wouldn’t let me go upstairs because of he’s scared that I might ‘breathe in the paint fumes and harm the baby’ isn’t he sweet… I sighed when I heard the door bell rang. Who the hell would be knocking on the door at this time of night!?

“I’ll get it.” Amy said, sitting her book down.

I swear she loves to read… just like me. Ha, weird.

“Oh yeah come in!” Amy jumped.

She better not be letting in random ass strangers.

“Jamila, Patrick’s here.” Amy announced.

“What?” I turned my heard to find Kaner, standing there. I glared at him so hard that he started feeling uncomfortable. Good.

“What the hell are you doing here?” I glared.

Everyone on the Hawks team knew about mine and Kat’s fight because… well… it happened during intermission at one of the guys games. But Kane wasn’t really there he came at the last minute when Kat told me to go fuck myself.

“You should really, really talk to Kat.” Kane said.

“No.” I stated.

“Why the hell not?! You know you two bickering has really given everyone a headache? The team has even separated because of you two.”

“That’s not my problem. She shouldn’t have acted like a bitch.”

“You’re the one acting like a bitch.” Kane snapped.

I sighed, getting up from the couch and walked over to Kane. I looked at him dead straight in the eyes and slapped him. So hard that it left a red mark on his cheek.

“The only bitch here right now, is you. Get the HELL out my house!” I glared, pointing to the door.

“Kat was right, you are just like Taylor. But the only difference is she’s a druggie.” Kane said then left.

“I’LL FUCKING MURDER YOU!” I shouted charging after him but Amy quickly stopped me.

“Whoa, okay, you need to sleep.” Amy said bringing me upstairs.

“Fucking prick.” I mumbled.

~~~ 12:45 P.M. the next day ~~~

“Jay…. Jay…. JAMILA!”

I literally almost fell off the bed when I heard my name. I looked all over the place still freaking out to find Jenny standing there smiling. I looked at her and gave her the finger.

“Well that’s not nice.” Jenny laughed.

“Why the hell are you here!? It’s fucking 6 in the morning!” I glared.

“Correction grasshopper, it’s almost 1 in the afternoon.” Jenny smiled.

“What the fuck do you want?!”

“You know, your child can listen. But yeah, I told you I was gonna be coming.” Jenny said.

“Where’s Corey?” I asked not paying attention to her.

“Oh he’s not here. Your door lady let me in.” Jenny smiled.

“Door la- you mean Amy?” I thought.

“I don’t know her name.” Jenny glared. “Now come on, I’m taking you to lunch!”

“I’m not hungry.” I groaned going back to sleep.

“Yes, but your unborn child is.” Jenny grinned throwing the covers onto the floor.

“Ugh! Why can’t you come back in a better time?!”

“Jamila I’m only in town for a couple of days.” Jenny glared.

“See you’re in town for a couple of days, come back tomorrow!” I said.

“Fine.” Jenny said, walking over on the other side of the bed.

“What are you doing?” I asked.

Jenny didn’t say anything as she started moving to the other side of my bed. I looked at her from the corner of my eye to see what the hell she was doing. Jenny hoped on the bed and started jumping up and down yelling for me to get up. I groaned because I felt the baby kick.

“Alright, alright! I’ll get up!” I yelled getting off the bed.

~~~ Sarah’s POV ~~~

Yeah so, I chickened out again. I can’t tell him. Hey I wonder how I’ll explain everything when we go to friggin Disney World in a couples months. Lunch didn’t go well yesterday, I haven’t heard from either Jamila or Kat and it’s starting to mess up my social life right now. I can’t believe two of my best friends are fucking fighting over something so… so… well stupid if you ask me. I didn’t want to tell Jamila that what is telling her is true because then Jamila would get mad at me and start accusing me of taking Kat’s side. And to be honest, I really don’t want that right now.

But right now, I was texting Daniel, he was so sweet. He’s been telling me that he misses me and everything, and to be honest, I miss him too. Aren’t I an amazing girlfriend?

“Sarah? Earth to Sarah?” Kris said waving his hand in my face.

“What?” I asked snapping out of my thoughts.

“I asked you if you wanted some soda…” Kris asked, looking down at my phone and back at me.

“Uh yeah, cherry Pepsi.” I smiled, putting my phone back in my pocket.

“Okay…” Kris trailed off, leaving to go into the kitchen.

Once he left, I made a huge sigh of relief. I think he’s on to me about something. I can just sense it. Man, I just gotta tell him now. Because if he finds out on his own, I’ll be screwed even more, I just have to tell him. Once Kris walked back into the living room with my soda and popcorn in hand, I finally spoke up.

“Kris… can I talk to you about something?” I asked, fear noticeable in my voice.

“Yeah sure, what’s up?” Kris asked.

“You know I love you right?” Nice way of starting off Sarah….

“Yeah…” Kris said.

“I made… I made a mistake, in the last 3 months.” I murmured.

“What do you mean…. Mistake?” Kris narrowed his eyes.

“For the past three months, I’ve been… I’ve been cheating on you with one of my classmates.” I whispered looking at the floor.

Kris didn’t say anything; he just got up, grabbed his coat and headed for the door.

“Kris wait! You have to let me explain!”

“No! Sarah you cheated on me for three months! Is that why you haven’t called me since you’ve been gone like you’ve promised!? I knew I should’ve dumped you when you decided to go to that damn thing in the first place.”Kris said.

“Wait! No, you’re just saying that. Look if you just let me explained everything, it will get better! I promise!” I begged.

“And to think, I wanted to marry you… You know what; I want you out of my house. When I come back, I don’t want to find you here.” Those were his last words, and he was gone.

My life has been ruined.

~~~ My POV ~~~

“Jenny, we’ve been walking for hours. Can we please sit?” I pouted.

We have been up and down the streets of Chicago since 1 o’clock. My feet are killing me, my head is throbbing, my baby kept kicking me and I just wanted to go back to bed. It’s almost 5 in the afternoon and I haven’t even gotten my Jammy nap yet!

“No! We have one more store to go to!” Jenny said dragging my arm.

“Jenny!” I whined.

“Shut up!” She snapped.

I jumped a little at her random shouting. That was one of her ‘I’m not joking around so shut the fuck up’ voices. Yes, she’s my cousin; I’ve heard all of her sudden outbursts…

“Where are we going then?” I sighed.

“Lunch.” Jenny grinned.

Oh, now she wants to go to lunch. Pitiful. Once we walked into the restaurant, I noticed doll face (Cody) sitting at the table looking at a menu.

“No, no, no, no!” I said walking out the door but Jenny grabbed the back of my shirt.

What the fuck?! I’m not 5 anymore!

“No stay.” Jenny demanded.

“Ugh!” I groaned sitting down at the table.

Cody looked away from his menu and smiled at me. I just glared at him. He knows I still don’t like him. Till this day, I still don’t like him.

“How’s the soon-to-mother doing?” Cody asked, grinning from ear to ear.

“Bad! Your girlfriend over here kidnapped me and decided to have a 5 hour day all over town! I’m 7 months pregnant! I shouldn’t be walking asshole!” I glared at Jenny.

“Oh hush, you’ll get over it.” Jenny laughed, picking up her menu.

~~~ After Lunch ~~~

I must say, lunch went by very well. Cody and I didn’t get into any fights; Jenny actually started asking me about baby names, and when the baby shower is gonna be. She told me that everything at WWE has been going great. But Jenny also told me that everyone was expecting me to be there when Wrestlemania came along, but when I found out I was pregnant and I over the course of months, I started getting bigger and bitchier, I didn’t want people that I’m close to around that. Jenny included that Anthony is in town to and he wanted to hang out. I am so going to hang out with him. Ever since we broken up, we’ve became best friend and I could talk to him about anything. I’m just glad that that happened. Same thing goes for Trevor and Kevin as well. But when Trevor’s wedding comes around the corner, and went the parties start to happen, I’m sure as hell gonna start question the soon-to-be bride. No one is gonna hurt Trevor.

Jenny dropped me off back home and I told her my goodbyes and walked inside the house. It was rather quiet and I really liked the quietness. I looked all over the house expecting to find Amy but she wasn’t here. She doesn’t have a car so I don’t know where she’ll be. Corey’s car is still here so, I don’t know about him either. He would walk places that are walking distance.

“Babe?” I called out.

“In the basement!” Corey shouted.

Oh well, that answers one of my questions. I picked up Bella and we both went downstairs to the basement to find Corey in his ‘man cave’.

“Hey.” He smiled.

“Hey,” I said giving him a kiss “How was your day?”

“Good actually. We finished the nursery room. The guys said thanks for letting him sleep over here for last night.” Corey said.

“Yeah no problem. They couldn’t go home anyway.” I shrugged.

“Why’s that?” Corey asked.

“Because they needed to clean up the shit they left inside my house.” I glared.

“Oh yeah, sorry about that.” Corey laughed.

“Yeah, yeah.” I fanned him off.

It got silent, not an awkward silence, just a normal silence. Corey was watching highlights of this season even the ones from the playoffs and it was starting to get to him.

“Cor… I don’t think it’s a good idea to be watching this.” I thought.

“Why?”

“Because, you know how angry you get when you watch these.” I sighed.

“Look, I just want to watch it alright? Just leave it alone.” Corey seethed.

I sighed and placed Bella in her dog bed and lied down on the couch.

“Fucking Hammer should have blocked that god damn shot.” Corey mumbled.

I looked over at Corey to see him getting even more pissed off. I sighed, taking the remote and turning off the T.V.

“What the hell Jamila?!” Corey snapped.

“See, you’re already getting pissed off.” I glared.

“You can’t just turn off a fucking game like that while I’m watching it!”

“Babe, its reruns! Why would you want to relive it again!?” I thought.

“Maybe I wanted to just think about ways I can improvement myself!” Corey glared.

“No it’s not your fault! It’s everyone’s fault that this team didn’t make it to the second round! It’s not your fault that we went on a damn 9 game losing streak! It isn’t your fault that you let in 6 goals in one game! It’s not your fault! Everyone was just slacking! You weren’t!” I shouted.

“You make no sense.” Corey sighed.

“Just because I’m pregnant, doesn’t mean I make no sense! I make perfect sense!” I glared.

“Yeah okay.” Corey shook his head turning the T.V back on.

“Corey!” I shouted.

“Just shut up.” Corey glared.

“You know, when the draft comes, I will be surprised if Joel fucking keeps you. You’re nothing but a screw up.”

With that, I picked up Bella from her dog bed and went upstairs into the room. Shutting and locking the door. Once again, my hormones just kicked in. But for some reason, I’m not blaming it on my hormones.