Wow... Did I really just move on?

Once again I woke up on the couch nothing but my heart is hurting. Unfortunately, Anthony and I are over. I spoke my words last night. It’s whatever; he shouldn’t be getting jealous JUST because Sharpie is my best friend. Like, he was cool and all when I was friends with Kane. Like the fuck?!?! Get over it! So I called it quits. It’s 6 in the morning; I really don’t know why I am waking up early. I’m not back at home with Jenny cleaning the horses, or making breakfast. We used to do that. The only person I know who would be up this early would either be Nikie, or Kat. But you know… I miss Anthony already. But my bags were packed and everything. Ready to go home.

~~~~~ Anthony’s POV ~~~~~

“Yeah dad, we broke up last night.” I frowned.

“Why though?? She’s a good girl! How can you lose Jamila? I like her!” My dad said.

“Well, she was getting mad at me because I was always getting jealous when she’s around other guys. Like this Sharp guy. I know he was trying to get Jamila. It made me mad. Like it happened with Tyson, now it’s happening with Sharp. A stupid hockey player!” I shouted quietly.

“Hey, son, I like the Chicago Blackhawks. Even though I’m not from Chicago I still like them.” He said.

“Well I’m sorry but, I can’t believe it’s over. I feel so empty right now.” I pouted.

“Son, you’ll get over it. Trust me. It’s not the end of the world.” Wow dad thanks for your sympathy.

“Yeah but, 4 months? Dad it’s been 4 months already. I blame that Sharpy guy!” I glared.

“Son you gonna have to calm down. Okay I will try to talk to her. She loves me. I’ll call you later.” Dad laughed.

“Wow dad. Okay bye.” I said then I hanged up the phone. Do I really want to go in the living room and talk to Jay? I think I should before my dad calls her and starts asking her questions. I feel odd waking up without my girl next to me. I know I did something wrong but… I didn’t know it was that bad. We talked about it all the time but I guess I didn’t do anything about it. Guess I’ll go talk to her.

~~~~~ My POV ~~~~~

Not even Ghost adventures can make me feel better. The hell is up with that?! Oh great if it isn’t Anthony. “Jay can we talk?” Anthony asked. “I don’t know can we?” I rolled my eyes. “Please?” He cocked his head. “Fine whatever. What do you want?” I said. “Can we talk about last night? I didn’t mean for any of that to happen. I didn’t mean the stuff I said. Can you at least forgive me?” Anthony begged. “Look on the table. Do you see that?” I was pointing at the promise ring he gave me for my birthday. “Why’d you take the ring off?” Anthony said picking up the ring from the table. “Because; I don’t want to be in a relationship with you. I can’t handle your jealously at all. It’s getting out of hand. I can’t take it anymore.” I shrugged. “Why though? We can go to consoling.” He suggested. “We are not LayCool, I don’t go to consoling. We just need time apart. I think it’s best for the both of us. Mostly me. Don’t get me wrong sweetie, I still love you, but I just can’t deal with the drama anymore.” I said. “Well… I can understand that. Are you still going to keep the ring?” He asked. “Yeah, but I’ll just get a chain or something so I can wear it around my neck, I guess.” I told him. “I still love you.” Anthony pouted. “Yeah, I know.” I said letting out a big sigh. “Morning you two.” Nikie smiled coming into the room with John. “Hey Nikie. Hey John.” I sighed. “Hey Nik, John.” Anthony said. Nikie and John were so confused because they saw the suitcases next to the door.

“Who’s leaving?” John asked right away. “Me.” I answered. “Wait why!?” Nikie pouted. “I just need to go home for a while. Y’all act like I’m dying or something.” I rolled my eyes. “Jay you can’t go! How can you just leave the group like this??” Nikie said. “I just need to go. I’m not staying at Louisiana for like the rest of my life you know. I am coming back. Probably after Extreme Rules or something.” I said getting up from the couch. “Jay, have you talked to Jenny about this?” John thought. “Why does Jenny have to know everything? I know she’s my cousin and all but she doesn’t have to know every little thing I’m doing. It pisses me off!” I said. “Jamila, you can’t go.” Anthony pouted. “Oh yeah, your like the last person to tell me that I can’t go. Get the hell out of here with that mess dude.” I just walked outside to the balcony.

~~~~~ Nikie’s POV ~~~~~

“Whoa, did Jay just yell at Anthony? And called him dude?” John gasped. “Yeah. You heard right. We broke up last night.” Anthony sighed. “Wait what?!?” I thought. “Because she was getting mad at me, I didn’t like it when she was hanging out with other guys, mostly that Sharpy guy.” Anthony explained. “Anthony why are you like this?? Dude we told you from day 1, never get jealous when it comes to relationships. I don’t get jealous when Nikie hangs out with other guys.” John said. I just glared at him, then Jenny and Cody comes out of their room. “Hey y’all!” Jenny said all peachy happy. Even though this room is like gloomy and unhappy. “Who died?” Cody raised his eye brow. “You should know.” Anthony said. “Oh… the hell?! Whose suitcase is that?!” Jenny said pointing. Everyone just pointed out to the balcony where Jamila was standing. “Jamila’s leaving?!?!?!? What?!?!??!?!” Cody gasped. “Wow don’t you two hate each other??” John thought. “Yes we do. But that doesn’t mean I still love her like a cousin…in law.” Cody winked at Jenny. “Can you guys pay attention?! Jamila is leaving soon and I don’t think winking is going to help!” I shouted. “Wait who’s leaving??” Heather gasped coming into the room, half awake. “You’re Boo Boo.” John smirked saying that in air quotes. “NO!!!!” Heather said then going back into the back rooms, waking Kat up then running to the balcony. “So… anyone want tea?” Jenny smiled. “Wow Jenny your cousin is leaving and your not showing any sympathy. “ Sorry.” Jenny said slouching in the couch.

~~~~~ My POV ~~~~~

“Boo Boo! You can’t go!” Heather shouted. “Anyway! I need someone to watch hockey with!” Kat jumped. “Kat, you have Heather, Kane, and Sharpy here with you. I think you have enough hockey buddies.” I said sitting down with still drinking my tea. “Are you leaving just because you and Anthony broke up?” Heather asked. I just gave her the evil eye and stood up. “Heather. I am NOT leaving just being of him! You think everything is about guys when I’m leaving. But this time it’s not! I just need time alone. At home. With FAMILY, as known as Jenny’s family. I don’t have people to go home to. Now the next time you want to assume I’m leaving over a boy?? You thought wrong!” I said what I had to say. The look on Heather’s and Kat’s face was unbelievable. “Boo...” I stopped Heather. “No Heather, just forget about it. It’s not worth it anymore.” I shrugged. “Heather let me talk to Jammy. You just go back into the living room, before you start brawling out in tears.” Kat ordered. “Fine.” Heather stormed back into the living room. “Jammy, you do know you just yelled at your own best friend right?” Kat raised an eye brow. “Kat, the hell you want?” I sighed. “I’m just saying is, I’m not stopping you from leaving, it’s just that you don’t need to be raising your voice at anyone. You know what I’m saying?” Kat cocked her head. “Sure, Kat. I know what your saying.” I shook my head. “You’re giving me attitude!” Kat laughed. “Oh my god, Kat shut up.” I laughed as well. “Yay! I got Jammy to smile!!!” Kat jumped. “Congratulations. I’m going to go get ready. You can just stay out here and have a little celebration about how you made me smiled.” I rolled my eyes. “You know what! I will do that!” Kat stuck her tongue out. Then I went inside.

It was dead silence when I came into the room. I’m trying not to pay attention to Kat dancing behind me. So I just walked into the room, which USED to be, myself and Anthony’s room. I think Anthony was following me so I just closed the door right away. But when I turned around, Charity, Melissa, Tabby, and Shavelle, they were all just sitting there on the bed. Like a stone, I think they blinked, I don’t know but they were just sitting there like stones.

“Yes….” I shook my head. “Why are YOUR suitcases out there?” Tabby asked. “Because I’m leaving right after RAW tonight.” I replied. “Why?!” Shavelle’s jaw dropped. “Because, I need some space from here.” I shrugged. “Jamz, we are here you know? We are all in this together.” Tabby stated. “Tabby… this isn’t High School Musical.” I glared. “Those are some good movies you know.” Melissa thought then she checked her phone. “WHAT NO!!!” Then Melissa frowned. “What??” We all exclaimed. “Edge… he just texted me saying that he’s retiring.” Melissa pouted. “Aww.” Then we all pouted with Melissa. “Okay Jay, it’s 10 in the morning. Now you have to get dressed. We have to take care of Lissa now.” Charity said. “Okay then. Get out!” I smiled pointing to the door.

~~~~~ 7:45 at the arena ~~~~~

Yep I am going to miss it here. Even though I’m gonna be gonna be gone for like a couple weeks. I saw Edge walking down the ramp. He looks like he’s tearing up a little.

“Hey Jamila. I haven’t seen you in a while.” He said coming into the ring. “Yeah that’s because you’re on Smackdown. Duh.” I laughed. “Okay smarty pants. I heard what happened with you and Anthony. I’m sorry about that kiddo.” He said. “It’s no big deal. I think it was the right thing to do.” I shrugged. “Yeah I know, you took the ring off he gave you.” Edge smirked. “Okay stop being nosy. What’s going on with you? Why are you retiring? You’re not old.” I thought. “Haha very funny. But no it’s my spinal injury I suffered a long time ago. Also my right arm, my spearing arm, is starting to feel numb for some reason. So I had an MRI done after Wrestlemania. And the doctor said that I HAVE to retire. I could of died or been a cripple for the rest of my life if I had one more match.” He explained. “Wait like died in the ring?” I gasped. “No, not like that. But like a couple days later I could have died. I just need to stay away from Wrestling for a while. Or maybe for the rest of my life.” Edge frowned. “Aww I’m gonna miss you Goldilocks.” I smiled. “I thought you stopped calling me that.” He laughed. “Nope! But you’re not alone when it comes to going home. I’m going home right after RAW.” I shrugged. “Wait why??” He said getting up from the turnbuckle. “Because, I need space from wrestling.” I thought. “How long will you be gone?” Edge wondered. “Probably till after Extreme Rules. I don’t know yet.” I replied. “Aw we gonna miss you backstage kiddo. Now let’s go I think the fans are starting to come into the building.” He said. “Ugh! Fine, let’s make our last RAW a night to remember.” I smiled leaving the ring and seeing a fan calling our names, Edge and I just ran backstage.

~~~~~ RAW starting! ~~~~~

I was in Jenny’s locker room but no one was in here, so I basically was in the room alone for about 45 minutes. Till Sharpy came in the room looking tired as hell. “Hey Sharp, you okay?” I asked. “No not really. We lost to Vancouver. Again tonight.” He glared. “Aww Sharp you’ll get them next year, or the next time.” I smiled. “Oh thanks Jay. Where is everyone?” He thought. “Out, wondering around backstage I guess. I don’t know.” I shrugged. “Oh I see. Where’s Anthony? Aren’t you suppose to be like ring side for his matches?” Sharp gasped. “I don’t pay attention to ex-boyfriends. And plus tonight is my last night already. So you know, I want this night to be great.” I said. “Like how?” He shook his head. “Like winning my last night against Michelle McCool.” I felt so confident saying that. “Well, can you beat her?” He asked sarcastically. “I don’t know can you beat Vancouver?” I winked. I am such a flirt. “Huh, that’s true. We had beaten them before!” Sharpy said. “Awe, you’re cute when you get mad.” I smiled. “Oh I know. Kane tells me the same thing. Haha I’m just kidding.” Then he dropped his helmet on the floor, we both went and tried to pick it up. All of a sudden we looked eye to eye I swear, I was loving every minute of this. Till… “Jammy…. Oh, oh damn ewe! Jay and Sharpie are making out!!” Kat yelled. “Kat! SHUT UP! What do you want???” I jumped. “Your match is next.” She smiled. “Gosh, you should have said that. You didn’t have to announce what’s going on in the locker room.” I rolled my eyes. “I know. I just felt like yelling you know.” She shrugged. “When don’t you yell? Okay, uh Sharpy I’ll see you later.” I winked. “Yeah, yeah see you then.” Sharp smiled. Then I left the room, grabbing my belt, and then running off to go get Jenny. “Wow… what happened with you two!?” Kane said. “None of your business.” Sharp shook his head. “Nasty…” Kat mumbled.

Walking to the curtain Jenny was already there, with her belt. Smiling, being all peachy. Kinda scares me. “Ready for your last match Jay?” Jenny said. “Yeah, but don’t make it so emotional.” I laughed. “Child please, I am NEVER emotional!” Jenny jumped. “Did you see Cody today?” I smirked. “No.” She pouted. “My point exactly. Your emotional.” I said, and then my theme song started playing. We Jenny made her way down to the commentary table. Michelle McCool was already in the ring fixing her hair. It’s not cute fixing hair extensions.

~~~~~ Jenny’s POV ~~~~~

“Hey y’all! I haven’t been out here in a while” I smiled. “That’s a good thing. I don’t want to be hearing county accents while I’m out here.” Cole glared. “That’s not my problem, now is it?” I thought. “Jenny don’t worry about him. He’s just a big of a jackass, and he gets scared when his little ‘sidekick’ isn’t here with him.” JR laughed. “I know! It’s like when Jack Swagger is out here, he’s all big and bad. When he’s not out here, Cole is like scared. Hiding behind, his little box.” I uttered. “Look who’s talking! You’re the one who’s the loser!” Cole said. “Who the hell you think you talking to Cole??” I thought. “Um... myself.” Cole said getting all scared. “Yeah that’s what I thought.” I smirked. Jay was getting like the upper hand for like half of the match, but then Layla, dumbass Layla, she slapped Jamila in the face when the ref wasn’t looking, so you know little ol’ me just walked over to Layla, turned her around, and simply… speared her. Everyday I thank Edge for teaching me the spear. Michelle was yelling at me, saying ‘Get off her!’ but I didn’t listen. I never listen, that’s why Jay got the roll up pin on Layla, and yeah got the 3 count! That’s my crazy cousin. Then we went backstage. Everyone, even Edge but not Anthony. Her wasn’t there I don’t know why though but, everyone was congratulation Jay for her last match. Well her last match for now. “Thanks everyone. But I couldn’t do this without Jenny. Yes, cousin blondie over here.” Jamila smiled I glared at her. It was a happy glare though. “Edge are you ready for your good bye speech?” I asked. Then we all almost started crying. Melissa was right there by his side, she was ready to go and support her man. “Yeah, I’m ready.” Edge replied then he took Melissa’s hand, and then walked through the curtains. But Melissa went first so she can run down to the commentary table.

~~~~~ My POV ~~~~~

“Kat, where’s Heather?” I asked. “In the locker room with Sharpy, Anthony, and Wade.” She replied. “Okay thanks.” Then I ran to the locker room. I didn’t acknowledge anyone except Heather. I know she’s mad at me for yelling at her this morning. I feel bad for it. “Boo Boo? Are you mad at me?” I pouted. “Bitch you yelled at me!” Heather yelled. “Yay! Your not mad!” I jumped. “Yes I am! You yelled at me! Over that asshole over there!” she pointed at the guys but I don’t know who she was pointing at. “Who?” I shook my head. “Your ex-boyfriend!” She exclaimed. “Oh, him. I’m sorry for yelling at you. Can you pleasssse forgive me.” I said using puppy eyes. “Okay fine.” Heather smiled. “Yay!!” I jumped again. “Um Jay? Can I ask you something?” Sharpy asked. “Sharpy I already told you, I’m going to Game number 4 on Tuesday. Sheesh.” I laughed. “No not that” He said. “Do you, want to be, my girlfriend?” He stuttered. “Sha-“I glimpsed at Anthony for a bit “Sharp, I don’t know what to say.” I was really flabbergasted. “Don’t worry take your time. You can text me when you’re at home or something.” He smiled. “I will. Just keep this little thought in your head, I didn’t say no.” I winked. “What the bloody hell?” Wade said waking up from his match. “Wade, babe just go back to sleep.” Heather laughed. “Okay, I will. I just need to do something about my tan. Justin is starting to bother me about it.” Wade said then hitting his foot on the couch. I think he’s okay. Even though I was laughing.

~~~~~ After RAW at the hotel ~~~~~

“Well, I guess this is goodbye, Jammy.” I think Charity was starting to cry. “Char, don’t cry. I’m gonna be gone for about 3 weeks.” I explained. “JAMMY! 3 WEEKS IS TO LONG!” Melissa said running up to me and giving me a hug. “IT IS! You can’t leave!” Shavelle pouted. “Anyway! Who else is gonna buy me Skittles.” Tabby pouted. “Melissa has like a whole bag full of them.” I laughed. “Aww I’m gonna miss your crazy ass jokes.” Charity quivered her lips. “Oh you guys, come here!” I said giving all of us a group hug. Then I went into the living room where everyone else was. “Well Jammy, I’m gonna miss you.” Kane said. “Kane, Sharpie is still my number one favorite.” I laughed then gave him a hug. “It was worth the shot.” Kane laughed. “You know, I never gave you the ice cream I promised you.” Kat laughed. “Yeah I know. But guess what, I will still be that crazy dipshit of a best friend who thought Crawford was American.” I uttered. “Bhahah good times!” Kat shook her head. “John, Nikie. The POWERFUL couple in WWE. I’m mostly gonna miss Nikie. John you were always mean to me.” I smirked. “Oh come here Jay.” John said, hugging me to tight that I could hardly breathe. “John, let go. I still need to hug Jamila.” Nike thought. “Oh sorry.” He said then he released me. I made a huge sigh. “Aww I love you Nikie!” I said giving her a hug. “Love you too Jay! Be safe!” She said. “I am. I promise. Heather! I love you too Boo Boo!” I smiled. “Love you too Boo Boo! Text me every day!” Heather suggested. “You know I will” Then I looked at Anthony. He gave me a hug then whispered, ‘I love you’ to me, then I just looked at him, and then walked away towards Jenny and Cody. “Cody, I never liked you, and I never will. But since you’re dating my cousin, I gotta give you credit. Jenny loves you, and I know you love her too. So when I’m gone, you better take care of her.” I smiled. “Wait?! You gave me a compliment!? DID YOU HEAR THAT! JAMILA GAVE ME A COMPLIMENT! But yeah, Jay I promise. Jenny, is in good hands.” He smiled winking at Jenny. “Give me a hug broke face.” Then Cody gave me a hug. “Jay? You being nice to Cody? Have you been drinking?” Jenny joked. “Naw, I just wanted to be nice since I’m leaving. So you know, I will call you when I land. And I will take care of your horses. Unless one of them hits me, then Uncle John is doing it!” I uttered. “Oh you’ll have fun.” Jenny said then she gave me a hug. “Bye everyone! I love you all! See you guys in 3 weeks!” I said then left the room. “BYE JAY!!!” Everyone shouted.

Well… let’s see how everyone does without me there. I think they will survive.

The End! (:

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