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Friday, July 29, 2011

Canada? Can we say... Vancouver?! (Part 6)


“Baby boo, unlock the door!” Taylor ordered.
“No! Leave me alone!” I shouted wiping the tears away.
“Why are you crying? You were going to break up with him anyway.” Taylor thought.
“Yeah but still it still hurts!” I mumbled into the pillow.
“I don’t care! Unlock the fricking door!” Taylor ordered again.
I gave up and finally went over to the door and unlocked it and went back on the bed. I put my head back into the pillow.
“Oh my garsh it’s like tissue land in here…” Taylor said.
I mumbled something into the pillow.
“Yeah I know your upset, but damn, you gotta have tissues all over the place?”
“Yes!” I mumble screamed.
“Look remember back in like 2nd grade when you broke up with Darren?” Taylor started.
“Oh my god! No flashbacks!” I begged.
“Listen to me, anyway, you cried for like months. I mean you even missed school because you didn’t want to see his face.” Taylor said.
“What does that have to do with right now?” I cocked my head.
“He asked your best friend the next day. And no it wasn’t me; you never stopped crying till your birthday. Hell you even cried on Christmas. And every day after school I would go to your house to comfort you.” Taylor smiled.
“So.” I pouted.
“I’m comforting you now! Get your ass over here.” Taylor smirked, giving me a hug. “Look, I’ll sleep in here to make sure you don’t do anything stupid to end up in the hospital.”
“Oh you’re so thoughtful Taylor.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re welcome!” Taylor smiled.
“Jamila….” Sharp asked coming into the room.
“I’m going to go pee.” I said going into the bathroom and locking the door. Avoiding Sharp.

~~~ Taylor’s POV ~~~
“You might as well not come in here unless you got like a box of chocolate.” I gawked.
“I don’t have chocolate but I do have the ring she threw on the floor.” Sharp said holing up the ring.
“Dude, she dumped you.” I rolled my eyes.
“She did?!” Sharp gasped.
“See, she doesn’t care if you’re drunk. She’ll still say no if you ask her to put back on the ring.” I said.
“I messed up big time didn’t I?” Sharp pouted.
“Dude you didn’t mess up... you fucked up.” I laughed.
“Wow really?” Sharpie sighed.
“Yeah. You wanna know how mad she is, she told Sarah she wants her gone in the morning. So Sarah is now officially hated by Jamila. Oh shit! I gotta go talk to Sarah.” I said getting up and leaving the room.
Her room door was open and she was packing her stuff and crying like someone like crushed her badly.
“Dude, stop packing.” I said.
“Why? Jay wants me to go home.” Sarah said still packing.
“Hey! Stupid, I done told you to stop packing.” I glared at her.
“Ugh! What do you want Taylor.” Sarah rolled her eyes, sitting down on her bed.
“She’s not going to tell you to go home. Trust me.” I said.
“And you would know how?” Sarah cocked her head.
“It’s called forgive and forget. Jamila will forgive you over night and forget all of this even happened. But if she actually forgives you just like that, then you really on her good side.” I explained.
“What if she doesn’t?” Sarah gasped.
“You might as well keep packing.” I suggested.
“Wha- you are no help.” Sarah said.
“Hey, either you apologize to Jamila, or the next time I see you will be Summerslam. Not even Summerslam.” I thought.
“I don’t want to. I hate apologizing.” Sarah groaned.
“Well good luck tomorrow.” I shrugged then left the room.
“Wait! Wasn’t she gonna break up with him anyway?” Sarah asked.
“Yeah.” I replied.
“Then why is she getting mad?!” Sarah yelled.
“Because, she didn’t want things to end like this. Don’t worry she probably won’t blame you for anything. And plus, she has BPD. She’ll get over it. Night.” I said closing her door and going back to Jay’s room, and noticing Sharp on the couch. “Well damn.”
“Don’t say anything.” Sharp rolled his eyes.
“You can take my bed if you want.” I offered.
“Ewe, I don’t want to sleep in the same bed with Dustin.” Sharp gagged.
“No stupid, there’s an extra bed in there. Take it.” I suggested.
“Would he mind?”
“I doubt he’ll even notice. He’s probably reading his book.” I shrugged.
“Thanks Taylor.” Sharp.
“Hey, don’t get all sappy, sappy right now. I still hate you for what you just did to my best friend.” I rolled my eyes going back into the room.
“Well I’m sorry!” Sharp yelled as I closed the door.

~~~ My POV ~~~
“How long have you been in that bathroom?” Taylor asked me when I came out.
“15 minutes.” I replied sitting back on the bed.
“Well damn you took a long pee.” Taylor laughed.
“I didn’t really have to pee stupid.” I rolled my eyes.
“Oh... yeah, yeah I knew that.” Taylor mumbled.
I just sighed, put my headphones in my ears and started listening to ‘Worldwide’ by Big Time Rush. At this point, I don’t know why I’m listening to it. But when I started humming the song Taylor freaked out.
“OH MY GOD! CHANGE IT!” Taylor pouted.
She was still upset from her break up from like when she was 15. Yeah I don’t blame her. Dashawn and Taylor had been dating for like 2 years. Ever since she was 13. Because Taylor would travel and he wouldn’t like it. Dashawn would get mad and shit would happen. So yeah every time she hears that song she gets all tear eyed and whatnot.
“Just go to sleep.” I pouted with her.

~~~ The next day 5:30 a.m. ~~~
I was in the living room watching ‘Dragon Tails’ yeah I miss my childhood so much, till I got a phone call from my little brother. I was trying to figure out what the hell does he want…
“Yes baby brother.” I answered the phone.
“Damn how’d you know it was me?!”
“It’s called a caller-I.D dumbass. What do you want?”
“What? I can’t say hi to my famous big sister!?”
“No, you wanted to make sure I wasn’t in jail.”
“Well that too. Glad to see your record is till clean!”
“Jamar! You called?! Why!” I was getting mad.
“Oh yeah, Taylor told me what happened last night. Are you okay?”
“Yeah I’m fine.” I rolled my eyes.
“Don’t roll your eyes at me. Anyway I have a question.”
“Shoot.”
“Do you think you can hook me up with Sarah?”
“Oh my garsh! You like freak…. You did this with Kat. No I will NOT hook you up with Sarah. You know what I’m hanging up now.” I said hanging up the phone.
“Fucked up child.” I mumbled to myself. Then Sarah came out her room. “I told you I want you gone before I wake up.”
“Yeah I know. But can I talk to you?” Sarah begged.
“30 seconds.” I said looking at the clock on the wall.
“30 seconds?! Really?!” She gawked.
“Well now you have 24 seconds.” I said.
“Ugh fine. Look I’m sorry; I never met any of that to happen. Can you at least forgive me for kissing him?! Like be for real right now.” Sarah explained.
“Yeah I can. You have 14 seconds.” I shook my head.
“Can I at least stay? I don’t want to go home. It’s boring there.” Sarah pouted.
“Fine.” I shrugged.
“Friends?” Sarah uttered.
“Nope. We homies now.” I laughed.
“So no more drama?!” Sarah gasped.
“Do you like Kevin?” I asked.
“Ewe why?” Sarah gasped again.
“Yeah, no more drama.” I laughed. Then Sharp came out of Dustin’s room… yeah that’s not strange at all.
“Do I need to call the cops?” Sharp asked looking at Sarah and me.
“Uh… why?” Sarah shook her head.
“You two are hugging… that never happens...” Sharp said pointing at us.
“Well that’s called rebuilding a friendship.” I rolled my eyes.
“Where’s your ring?” Sharpie asked me.
“Um, Taylor’s wearing it.” I said.
“Haha, you’re joking right?” Sharpie cocked his head.
“No. I’m not. Does this face look like its joking?” I pointed to my face.
“Morning, peoples.” Taylor said coming out my room.
“Why was she in your room?!” Sharpie asked.
“What the hell is up with the questions!?” Sarah shouted.
“Curious probably.” Taylor laughed.
“Taylor let me see your hands.” Sharpie said looking at her hands “Why do you have on the ring!?”
“Baby boo don’t want you no more.” Taylor smirked.
“She’s lying right?” Sharpie gasped.
“No.” I said.
“What the hell is your problem?!” Sharp said getting in my face.
“First of all, get the fuck away from me. You are in my bubble.” I said drawing an imaginary circle over me.
“Is she high?” Sarah asked Taylor.
“No… she always says that. No one knows why…” Taylor thought.
“Secondly, I don’t want to be with you, I’ve had enough of you, and I’m sick of your bitching. Now get away from me and have a nice day.” I rolled my eyes.
“You know you’re a real bitch you know that right?” Sharp smirked.
“I’ma what? I’m sorry I couldn’t hear you… did you just call me a bitch?!” I stuttered.
“Yeah I did. You dumb stupid bitch.” Sharpie smirked again.
“Haha, thank you. Oh by the way, that whole 2 hours last night, I was thinking about Kevin. That WHOLE time. So, stop frontin and get away from me.” I said, doing the ‘shoo fly’ hand signal.
“Haha… burn.” Sarah and Taylor smirked.
“You are so stupid.” Sharp shook his head.
“Wow… true colors are finally coming out eh?”  I laughed.
“Yeah I guess they are.” Sharpie said walking over to Sarah.
“What the hell are you doing?” Sarah looked at him.
“You wanna hang out today?” Sharpie winked.
“Bitch please, I got plans with Burrows.” Sarah pushed Sharpie away.
“Haha… burn.” Taylor and I said.
“I don’t care. I’m leaving and never coming back.” Sharpie said getting his jacket and leaving. “Why are my bags packed?”
“Oh yeah, Sharp, me and Baby Boo packed your stuff last night.” Taylor shouted.
“Stupid cu-”
“Hey!” Sarah and Taylor shouted pointing at me.
“Well… I need the ring.” Sharp said with his hand open.
“Bitch no! I can pawn this and get a lot of money.” Taylor laughed.
“Taylor give him back the ring.” I demanded.
“Why!!!!” Taylor whined.
“Give it. Back. Plus I already have one.” I said point at my finger.
“What are you!? A ring magnet or something?” Sarah gasped.
“Yes. You can say that.” I laughed.
“Do you want the chain?” Sharpie asked.
“No you can keep it.” I shrugged.
“Well… this is a ghetto break up.” Taylor laughed.
“Why is people yelling when I’m trying to sleep?!” Kat shouted coming out her room.
“Ain’t no one yelling.” Taylor glared.
“Someone’s yelling!” Kat yelled.
“You’re yelling.” Sarah said.
“Am I really?!” Kat gasped.
“Kat sit down.” I rolled my eyes.
“No I don’t want to!” Kat said, and then sat down on the couch “Why is Sharp pacing in the hallway?”
“Don’t ask.” I mumbled.
“Baby Boo your computer is ringing!” Taylor shouted.
“Ugh! Who is it?!” I groaned reaching for my laptop. “Oh it’s Heather.”
“She’s getting used to this Skype thing isn’t she?” Kat thought.
“Yes. Yes she it.” I laughed accepting her call. “Hello Heather Lynn.”
“Boo Boo!!!! Where’s Taylor?” She asked right away.
“In the kitchen.” I said.
“Bring her over here!” Heather shouted.
“Taylor, Heather wants you.” I said as Taylor sat next to me on the couch.
“What do you want?” Taylor gagged.
“Look this feud that’s going on with us really has to end.” Heather suggested.
“Err, No.” Taylor said.
“Seriously?! Why are you acting like a little prick?” Heather gasped.
“Because. I don’t like you, I never liked you. I will never like you. I just don’t like you in general.” Taylor said.
“Damn and I thought our drama was bad.” Sarah said to me.
“You ain’t lying.” I smirked.
“You know you’re really annoying.” Heather glared.
“Look bitch, you asked to talk to me. I talked. We’re done. I will never be friends, acquaintances, homies none of those things with you. So you should stop trying because there’s no way in hell we are getting along.” Taylor said then closed my laptop.
“Well damn.” Kat said bug eyes.
“Uh... shopping anyone?” I thought trying to break this awkwardness.
“Good idea. I’ll go wake up Kristen.” Sarah said.
“Damn yo, I forgot she was here.” I laughed.
“Well that’s nice.” Taylor cocked her head.
“We might as well bring the guys with us.”Kat suggested.
“We running low on money?” I thought.
“Yes.” Kat and Taylor nodded.
“I’ll call Kevin!” I jumped. Then Kat groaned “Stop it. Sarah want me to ask him if he can bring Burrows with him?”
“Yeah sure.” Sarah shrugged.
I took out my phone so I can call Kevin; I didn’t do it right away though, I just took my phone out and like rest it on the bed so I can take like a quick shower. Like a 30 minute shower. The latest. Then I called Kevin. Yeah I’m so late on things.
“Hello.”
“Hey Kevin are you and Burrows busy like… right now? Or for the rest of the day?” I asked.
“Yeah babe, we are really busy right now.” I heard laughing in the back.
“Oh okay. Sorry to bother you.” I pouted.
“I love you.”
“Yeah me too.” I said then I hanged up the phone and left my room.
“Oh my garsh.” Taylor sighed looking at me.
“What?” I shook my head.
“Something happened.” Taylor thought.
“Why are you like reading my mind? You are so strange…” I rolled my eyes.
“Are they coming?” Sarah asked.
“No… they’re busy.” I sighed.
“See… I told you.” Taylor mumbled.
“Come on let’s go! I’m not waiting another 30 minutes for someone to get ready!” Punk shouted, impatiently.
“Well, you heard him.” I sighed again. Then I opened the door, Burrows and Kevin were standing there with a smile on their faces. “You gotta stop doing that to me.” I laughed.
“Seems like Sharp never had a funny bone in his body?”Kevin smiled giving me a kiss on the forehead.
“Ewe.” Kat gagged. I just glared at her.
Bonjour ma chérie.” Burrows smiled, giving Sarah a kiss on her hand.
“What he say?” Sarah whispered.
“He said ‘Hello Sweetie’.” Kristen whispered back.
“How do you know that?”Taylor looked at her.
“Oh I took French in High school.” Kristen said.
“Why are you standing here?!” Kane asked impatiently.
“Waiting for these two to stop having eyes sex.” Kat gagged.
“No one said you had to watch.” Kevin said.
“Haha… burn.” Me and Taylor said.
“You’re getting an attitude because…?” Kat shook her head.
“Let’s go before someone gets hurt.” Kane said taking Kat’s arm.
“This ain’t over!” Kat shouted.
“When did it ever start?” Sarah laughed.
We had two cabs waiting for us when we got down to the lobby. People were trying to get in but Tyler was telling tem we are out of service and like we are only driving only this certain group of people. Yeah we felt like royalty. Kat was going off saying ‘Yeah that’s right! This is our cab bitches!’ it was kinda embarrassing and funny at the same time. We basically drove around Vancouver for about 20 minutes. Yeah we were site seeing for 20 minutes in a cab, very classy of us. Then Kat noticed a shopping store, told Tyler to pull over, the other cab driver did the same as well. Kat, Sarah, Kristen, Taylor and myself we ran out the cab and went into the store. Me and Kat were like the first ones to find a skinny jeans section. But I was more focus on wearing jeggings. I love jeggings, they are so comfortable. Taylor and Kristen were looking for some shorts, I don’t blame them, and it’s been like in the 90’s for the past 3 days. Maybe I should pick up some shorts… yeah I should do that. But anyway, Sarah she was like in the sports section looking for Blackhawks things, when Kat looked over at what she was doing, yeah she ran over with her. I picked up 2 Blackhawks jerseys, Toews, and Crawford’s jerseys, 6 Canucks jerseys, 5 pairs of shorts and like 9 pairs of jeggings. Everyone looked at me like what the hell? Well I need clothes. It’s not my fault.
“Girls hurry up!” Punk shouted.
“Have I ever told you Punk was annoying?” I thought.
“Yes. This would be the 5th time.”Kristen shook her head.
“Good, just making sure.” I nodded.
“OHHH JUSTIN BIEBER’S PERFUME!!!” Taylor and Kat shouted.
“Ugh really…” Sarah and I mumbled.
“Let them have their OH MY GOD A BTR POSTER!” Kristen jumped.
“Yeah we are the only normal ones.” Sarah thought.
“You ain’t lying.” I shrugged.
“What are they doing?” Punk asked walking up to us.
“Getting a Justin Bieber perfume… and a Big Time Rush poster.” I replied.
“Let me guess, Kristen with the BTR poster right?” Punk sighed.
“Yes.” Sarah nodded.
“Ugh! She should be getting CM Punk posters! Not stupid BTR posters…” Punk rolled his eyes.
“HEY! Big Time Rush is an awesome group. Don’t call them stupid.” I slapped his arm.
“Oh my god! You’re a Rusher!” Punk gasped.
“No, I’m a Pusher.” I said sarcastically rolling my eyes.
“You are so nasty.” Sarah looked at me.
“Sarah!” I laughed.
“Okay we’re back.” Taylor said coming back, with Kat and Kristen. “Here you go!”
“What the hell is this?” I asked.
“Duh, Justin Bieber’s perfume!” Kat smiled.
“I don’t want this.” I cocked my head.
“I knew she was going to say that. That’s why I got you this too.” Kat said pulling out a Cody Simpson poster.
“OH MY GARSH KAT I LOVE YOU!” I shouted taking the poster from her hand.
“You’re welcome.” Kat smiled.
“Wait you still want to know what I’m giving you for your birthday don’t you.” I smirked.
“Yes.” Kat shook her head.
“Well you have two weeks to go.” I laughed.
“UHG!!!” Kat stomped her foot.
“CAN WE GO?!” Kane shouted from the cab.
“Well someone’s in a bad mood.” Sarah mumbled.
We put our stuff in the truck of the cabs. The cab felt heavy after a while. I was sitting next to Kevin, listening to my iPod, while he was playing a hockey app on his iPad. I want an iPad… I feel asleep listening to Adam Lambert, Taylor asked like at least 10 times if I was hungry, I told her no, because I didn’t want to eat. Even though I didn’t eat all day, last time I ate was like 2 days ago. I wasn’t hungry. It was already 9 in the afternoon. I can’t believe we spent our whole day out. I hope no one’s broke. I want to go to the club again. It was fun, well before, I pushed Sarah… and called Kat a bitch… yeah I might not drink again tonight.
“Jamila…” Kevin said shaking my shoulder.
“Yeah?” I groaned waking up.
“Are you hungry?” Kevin asked.
“No, I’m fine.” I shook my head, “Can we go somewhere tonight?”
“Like where?” Kevin asked.
“To the club.” I grinned.
“Are you sure? The last time we went, you nearly killed Sarah and you almost got into a fight with Kat.” Kevin thought.
“Yeah I know. I was drunk.” I smirked “Can we pleaseee.” I smiled.
“Taylor?” Kevin asked.
“What you asking me for?! I wanna go!” Taylor jumped
“Here I’ll text Sarah, Kat and Kristen.” I said getting gout my phone.
“Club tonight?!?(=” I sent to Kristen, Sarah and Kat, yeah it didn’t take them a while to reply back. But it was only from Kat.
“You’re not going to drink.”
“I won’t I promise (=”
“Well! Next stop, CANADA CLUB!!!”
“It’s official; we are going to the club again!” I smiled.
“”Yes!!!” Taylor shouted.
Taylor told Tyler to go to the club that we went to when we first came to Canada. Yeah Taylor forgot the name. I didn’t even know what she was trying to say. It looked like she was having a spaz or something trying to pronounce the clubs’ name. Yep 45 minute drive to the club, I swear I couldn’t stop jumping. I really don’t know why, probably because Kevin and I are going to the club as a couple this time. When we arrived at the club, Kat, Kane, Sarah, Burrows, Kristen, and Punk were already waiting for us.
“What the hell took you guys to so long?!” Kristen gasped.
“We took a detour.” Taylor said.
“We did!?” I thought.
“Yes we did. You were sleeping that whole time.” Kevin laughed.
“That’s what you get for staying up to late last night.” Kat mumbled.
“I’m sorry.” I stuck my tongue out at her.
“We are the V.I.P’s.” Burrows said.
“Oh my god his accent.” Sarah gasped.
“Damn girl, you weak in the knees or something?” I looked at her.
“Naw, I think I have a thing for French Canadians.” Sarah laughed.
“Like Corey Crawford.” Kat said.
“I never…” Sarah shook her head.
“Come on!” Taylor said pulling my arm, so I pulled Sarah’s too.
“Ouch! Arm pain!” Sarah groaned.
“TAYLOR!” Rachel and Kyle shouted from the bar.
“Damn do you two ever go home?” I thought.
“No. we work here.” Kyle said.
“Really?!” Taylor jumped.
“Yeah! Why do you think you’re on the V.I.P list?” Rachel uttered.
“AHHH I love you guys!!!” Taylor said giving them a hug.
“Tay… TAY! Do you hear that?!” I said referring to the music that’s playing right now.
“NO FREAKING WAY! DUDE THAT’S OUR SONG!!” Taylor jumped.
“Come on!!” I said pulling her arm to the dance floor.
“What song is this?” Kat asked.
“Who's That Girl by Guy Sebastian.” Dustin said.
“Damn Dustin. How long have you been here?” Kat looked at him.
“Like… the whole time.” Dustin cocked his head.
“Wow, you’re really quiet.” Sarah said.
“Kane! Come dance with me.” Kat begged.
“Do I have to?” Kane pouted.
“If you love me, you would.” Kat smiled.
“Oh alright.” Kane laughed getting up.
“Where are Punk and Kristen?” Sarah asked.
“Already on the dance floor.” Kevin said.
“Why aren’t you dancing with your girlfriend?!” Sarah gasped.
“I will. I’m waiting for a slow song.” Kevin said.
“Oh you sly dog.” Sarah laughed.
“Vous danser avec moi?” Burrows asked.
“What he said?” Sarah asked Kevin.
“Will you dance with me?” Burrows asked again in English. Sarah just nodded her head.
I was on the dance floor dancing with Taylor for a while then after a couple minutes and songs, Kat, Sarah and Kristen came over, I guess the guys went to the bar. I’m glad everything is going as planned. Everyone is having fun, no one is fighting, yes, this is what vacation is.
“BODY SHOTS!!!” Taylor shouted.
“Not again.” Kat laughed.
“Bring the salt and Tequila!! Let’s do this!” Taylor shouted again.
“Are you gonna let her do shots?” Sarah asked me.
“She’s not drinking it. Rachel does the drinking.” I explained.
Then all of a sudden ‘Shots’ by LMFAO started playing. I started looking for Kevin and he was already behind me. I just chuckled a little bit and started dancing with him. I was actually having fun. I never had this much fun when I was with Sharp… speaking of Sharp I wander what he’s doing. But I won’t worry about it now.
“Hey can you play ‘Bleed’ by Hot Chelle Rae? We have a new couple here.” Taylor asked the DJ.
“Doesn’t she like Skillet?” Sarah asked.
“Yeah but why not let her dance to more romantic song.” Taylor thought.
As I was dancing with Kevin, ‘Bleed’ started playing. I swear I love this song.
“Slow dance?” Kevin smiled.
“You wanna lead?” I smiled back.
I put my arms around his neck; he put his arms around my waist. I rested my head on his shoulder. I was like on cloud 9 right now.
“This right here is a fairytale.” Kat whispered to me.
“I know right.” I whispered back.
When my head was rested on Kevin’s shoulder, he was singing a little bit. I was just giggling the whole time. Because he didn’t know half of the words. It was still cute though. But after dancing for like 15 minutes, I started getting weak mad a little dizzy, I don’t know why thought. I drank some water twice, hoping that worked. I really don’t understand why I’m feeling weak all of a sudden. Probably my allegories were acting up or something I really don’t’ know.
“Jammy? You okay?” Kristen asked.
“Y-y-yeah I think so.” I said trying to at least get my vision back.
“Baby Boo?” Taylor asked.
“Yeah?” I replied.
“What’s going on?” Kat asked coming over.
“Nothing. Guys I’m fine.” I said trying to get some space.
“Babe, you don’t look to good.” Kevin said.
“I’m good. I swear. Come on let’s keep dancing.” I uttered.
We kept on dancing but after a while, I got dizzy again, and I just fainted. Like I just clasped on the floor. I hit my head hard.
“Uh, Guys!” Sarah shouted.
“Oh my god.” Taylor’s voice started to crack.



To be continued…

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Canada? Can we say... Vancouver?! (Part 5)


“Baby boo! Say something!” Taylor shouted.
I was just sitting there, my hand covering my mouth, getting ready to cry.
“Yes.” I cried.
Then everyone was cheering and giving random hugs. But the only person who wasn’t THAT excited was Sarah. I was trying to figure out why isn’t she happy? But I guess she’s like having her own moment or something. But it doesn’t matter to me! I am now known as Jamila Sarah Hawley Sharp. I have a long name. The first thing I really had to do was to log on to my laptop and Skype Heather. I know it was late, but I know she’s up doing something.
“Sarah what’s wrong?” Taylor whispered.
“Oh I’m fine. I’m just happy I can’t show any emotions.” Sarah said.
“You’re lying.” Taylor smirked.
“No I’m not. I don’t need this from you.” Sarah glared walking to her room.
“Well SOMEONE is in a bad mood.” Taylor rolled her eyes.
When I logged on to Skype, Heather was already on, so I was guessing she’s been talking to random people for the past….. Hour or so.
“BOO BOO!!!!!” I shouted, still in tears.
“Oh my god! Why are you crying?! Did Taylor do something!? I will fly to Canada!” Heather thought.
“No! It’s not that!” I said flaunting my ring.
“No you’re not!” Heather squealed.
“YES!!!” I shouted.
“When did Kevin pop the question?!” Heather gasped.
“Kevin?! What no! Sharp did stupid.” I laughed. “How do you know about Kevin?!”
“Hey, just because we’re far apart doesn’t mean I don’t know what’s been going on. Duh! Boo Boo brain!” Heather shouted.
“True dat, true dat.” I laughed.
“Sooooo!!! How’s you and Kevin anyway!?” Heather asked.
“We’re good. JUST good friends.” I pointed.
“Why you lying!” Heather said.
“I’m not! What makes you think I’m lying?!”
“You keep flexing your jaw.” Heather said.
“How can you see that from your laptop?!” I shrugged.
“Duh, I have a HD laptop.” Heather shook her head.
“Well Heather, if you were smart, it’s call an HP laptop.” I rolled my eyes.
“Oh yeah, that too.” Heather cocked her head.
The Sharp came into the room.
“Hey babe.” I smiled.
“Well hello to you too!” Heather laughed.
“Not you.” I rolled my eyes.
“Who the hell are you talking to then?!” Heather gasped.
“Her husband.” Sharpie said looking into the webcam.
“Oh you. Just because Jamila’s married a second time doesn’t mean you can keep her to yourself!” Heather glared.
“Second time?!” Me and Sharpie thought.
“Duuhhh! Me and you were married once! Till you got with that redneck.” Heather rolled her eyes.
“Heather, you are so stupid.” I laughed.
“Yeah but you still love me!” Heather smiled.
“Yeah I know I do.” I grinned.
“Okay Heather, Jamila has to go now. She has stuff to do.” Sharpie said.
“Like what?!” I cocked my head.
“Celebrate.” He winked.
“Ohhh I see now. Boo boo I gotta go!” I smiled.
“Okay! Love you both! Use protection!” Heather shouted.
“Thanks mom.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re welcome daughter.”Heather laughed.
Then I logged off the computer. Sharp was already in the bed, so I was thinking oh what the hell. We’re married now, we might as well celebrate. He started kissing me passionately and after that, it was all fireworks.

~~~ Taylor’s POV ~~~
“Sarah open the door!” I demanded.
“NO! Leave me alone you dumb blond.” Sarah shouted.
“Bitch!” I shouted “You better open this door! I watched ‘Cops’ before! I know how to bust open a door!”
“Then do it!” Sarah shouted.
“I can’t, I might have to pay for damages or whatever.” I scratched my head.
“Why is she locked in her room?” Kat asked coming over.
“Did you not witness the event that happened like 15 minutes ago?” I cocked my head.
“Now see, if you keep getting smart.” Kat glared.
“What you gon’ do!? Pull my hair?! That’s how bitches fight. I don’t hair pull. I bust a cap in they ass.” I rolled my eyes.
“Their ass. Not they ass. That’s not proper grammar.” Kat laughed.
“Your point?!” I raised my hands.
“It’s not proper English.” Kat said.
“Just because I’m white doesn’t mean I have to use proper English.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re too ghetto to be talking.” Sarah said coming out her room.
“Girl I will whoop yo ass!” I said kicking Sarah, softly.
“Is there a reason why you’re in a grumpy mood Sarah?” Kane asked.
“No I’m not grumpy. I’m just shocked he asked her. And that she said yes.” Sarah shrugged.
“What the hell is that?!” I thought, hearing noises from the bedroom.
“The newlyweds.” Dustin laughed.
“Oh great. We are gonna be hearing that for hours.” I rolled my eyes.
“Look! Back to this situation.” Kat said.
“Oh yeah, my bad.” I said.
“Well you should of said yes when you had the chance.” Kane said.
“I couldn’t! I was so hooked up on Ladd I didn’t know what to do.” Sarah pouted.
“Room service!” Kevin shouted.
“Uh… did anyone tell Kevin.” I gasped.
Everyone shook their heads no.
“Oh shit…” Kat uttered.
I went over and answered the door; Kevin was holding flowers and chocolate.
“It’s July. Not Valentine’s day.” I rolled my eyes.
“So? I can’t bring a present for Jamila?” Kevin thought.
“Err… speaking of Jamila…” Kat said walking over.
“What the hell is that noise?” Kevin asked.
“The newlyweds.” Dustin said “Which means, the girl you were falling in love with.”
“DUSTIN!” We all shouted.
“S-she’s married?” Kevin frowned, dropping the chocolate and flowers.
“I was gonna call you and tell you.” But it was too late to finish my sentence, Kevin already left.
“Yeah she won’t be hearing from him again.” Kat sighed.
“This is all my fault.” Sarah pouted.
“Ya damn skippy it is!” I shouted walking over to her.
“Seriously?! I was just being sarcastic!” Sarah glared.
“Well I was too…” I said.
“Come on. If everyone goes to bed I think we will feel better when we wake up.” Dustin thought.
“Dude, I don’t want to go to bed and hearing Bonnie and Clyde do 69 all night.” Kaner complained.
“Oh like you never did that with her!” I pointed to Kat.
“Because we never did.” Kat laughed.
“Ugh.” I gagged “Come on Dustin. Night everyone.”
“Night.” Everyone said. Then went to their rooms.

~~~ Kristen’s POV the next morning~~~
“We are meeting friends here! What are you talking about we can’t get the key?!” Punk shouted at the clerk.
“Phil calm down.” I begged.
“No! I’m CM mother fucking Punk! You call the Penthouse suit and tell them that Kristen and Pill Brooks are here! Right now! The hell you waiting for!?” Punk shouted again.
“Oh my god this is embarrassing.” I sighed.
“Mrs. Sharp, there’s a Brooks’ couple in the lobby claiming that they are here for you.” The front desk clerk said getting on the phone
“Mrs. Sharp?” I whispered to myself.
“Here’s your key sir. Sorry for the misunderstanding.” The clerk said giving us the room key.
“Thank you! Looking like one of the missing Smurfs.” Punk said and taking the key from his hand.
“Is there a reason why you were acting like that?” I glared at him.
“That’s how you handle business baby.” Punk laughed.
“If only Kat saw this.” I mumbled.
“Kat ain’t gonna do nuffin.” Punk rolled his eyes.
“You know, when you talk ghetto, I always think you’ve been hanging out with Jammy…” I said.
“Why would you think I would hang out with someone whose from Brooklyn she’s crazy…?” Punk thought.
“Don’t be rude.” I slapped his arm.
We made it to the Penthouse floor. It was just one special door. No one was on this level but the Penthouse suite. I was surprise. I opened the door and saw Jamila was on the couch watching Looney Tunes. So I was guessing she was in a bad mood… or she was very excited. One of those two. She didn’t know we came in until Punk slammed the door the second time so she can notice we were here.
“THE FUCK?!” Jamila jumped.

~~~ My POV ~~~
“Morning sunshine.” Punk smiled.
I just threw nearest pillow that was next to me at him “Why did you slam the door?!”
“Well you didn’t hear me the first time when I slammed it so I was like why not slam it again? She might hear me.” Punk laughed.
“Well sorry, I have bad hearing.” I rolled my eyes.
“I figured.” Punk thought.
“Jammy!!! I have a question for you!” Kristen said walking over and sitting next to me on the couch with a big ass smile on her face.
“Why are you smiling?” I asked looking at her weird.
“Since when did you become MRS. Sharp?” Kristen asked still smiling.
“Last night.” I replied.
“Why aren’t you happy!?” Kristen pouted.
“Y’all got some food?” Punk asked looking in the fridge.
“Well Punk, it is called room SERVICE.” I rolled my eyes “Oh and Krissie I am happy. I just don’t smile when I eat tacos.” I explained.
“It’s 5 in the morning. Why are you eating tacos?” Kristen glared.
“I’m hungry.” I rolled my eyes.
“Oh Jammy. When aren’t you hungry?” Kristen shook her head.
“When I’m in the shower?” I cocked my head.
“Touché.” Kristen laughed.
“Yeah um room service, I want some chips, cupcakes, some waffles, a burger, some chicken, some meat, bring up some of that AL steak sauce, and a garlic beard. OH! 10 cans of Pepsi too.” Punk ordered.
“Yo! What the hell?!” I looked at him.
“It’s not natural to eat JUST tacos in the morning.” Punk said.
“I knew I heard his voice in here.” Kat said waking up running giving Punk a hug, then giving Kristen a hug. “Well damn, it’s Tuesday already?!”
“Yes it is. Shockingly.” Kristen laughed.
“Ooo tacos!” Kat said reaching over to take one but I slapped her hand.
“Leggo my tacos.” I glared at her.
“Well damn, I’ll order something then.” Kat rolled her eyes.
“Don’t bother, Punk took care of it.” Kristen said.
“All I know is I’m not paying for it.” Kat laughed.
“Of course you’re not. Taylor is.” I said.
“No I’m not!” Taylor shouted coming out the room.
“Shhh! People are sleeping!” Kristen ordered.
“Kristen… Since when did you…. How did you?! Why are you?!” Taylor stuttered.
“Jammy got me tickets to come. Oh yeah I forgot to tell you! Heather and Jenny hate each other.” Kristen uttered.
“Oh great.” I rolled my eyes.
There was a knock on the door.
“Finally! Food’s here!” Punk said, running over to answer the door.
“Oh my god.” I gasped.
“Kevin right?” Kat thought. I just nodded. “Yeah he came over with flowers and chocolate.”
“By the way, those chocolates were good!” Punk laughed.
“Oh my, garsh! I gotta go. Tell Sharp I’ll call him later.” I said picking up my phone and leaving the room.
“Why does she say Garsh?” Kristen asked.
“She never told me.” Kat laughed.
“Well she sounds like a weird hippie.” Punk said.
“You’re nice.” Kat and Kristen said.
I called Tyler so he can pick me up. I was standing for about 15 minutes till he finally decided to come. I was like seriously dude, it’s hot outside don’t keep me out here for so long. I told him to drive me to the Canucks locker room right now. I knew they were at the locker room because they are usually up and practicing at like 7 in the morning. It was like a 50 minute drive from the hotel to the arena the Canucks were practicing at. I ran inside, I found one of the doors to the seat entrance I ran through one of them and I saw that they were practicing. Kesler, Mason and Burrows was sitting on the bench, I guess taking a break. I ran down to the bench, I knocked on the glass.
“Where’s Bieksa?” I asked, trying to catch my breath.
“He’s not here.” Mason said.
“What you mean he’s not here?! Why isn’t he here??” I sighed.
“He didn’t want to come in today.” Burrows said.
I couldn’t understand him that much; he has like a hard French accent. What makes it more difficult is that he’s French Canadian so his accent is really strong.
“Is he sick?” I asked.
“No he’s completing fine. He just didn’t want to come.” Kesler said.
I didn’t trust them at all. So I walked over to Lu’s goalie.
“Lu! Lu!” I shouted.
“What?” He said skating over to me.
“Where’s Kevin?” I asked.
“In the locker room. Grumpy.” Lu said.
“Can you do me a favor please.” I begged. And I hate begging.
“Sure.”
“Can you bring him out here, it’s really important.” I pleaded.
“Yeah hold on.” Lu said skating over to the bench.
I just sat there on the seats, looking at Mason, Kesler, and Burrows thinking you dummies… lying to me for. It took Lu a while to bring out Kevin. Yeah he was either very tired or he’s just really, really pissed.
“What do you want?” Kevin asked… angry.
“Can you like please listen to me.”I pouted.
“You have 5 minutes.” He said.
“I know your angry, but don’t you think it’s kinda dumb to be mad at me?” I shrugged.
“Seriously, I like you; you rejected me not once, but twice.” Kevin rolled his eyes.
“Yeah I know and I feel really bad for it. But how was I suppose to know he was going to propose!?” I shook my head.
“It’s called warning signs.” Kevin said.
“Again, I don’t know what they are!” I shouted.
“He forgave you for kissing me; he let you go to dinner with me! Let me guess Sharp said, ‘Jay you know I love you right?’” Kevin thought.
“Yes.” I sighed, putting my head in my hands.
“I have practice.” Kevin said skating away but I stopped him.
“Wait! Kevin.” I stuttered, “Can I call you later?”
“Yeah I don’t care.” He shrugged.
“Thanks.” I said with a fake smile, and then I left. But I didn’t go home; I went to like this eating area.

~~~ Sarah’s POV ~~~
“COME OUT THE ROOM!” Taylor shouted.
“No!” I shouted back.
“Fine!” Taylor said walking away from the door. Then when I heard her room door closed, I opened my door and left my room.
“See, I know you’ll come out when I fake leave.” Taylor smiled.
“Ugh! What do you want Taylor.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re jealous!” Taylor jumped.
“Me!? Jealous?! Of what?!” I stuttered.
“Girl you stutter like you got asthma.” Taylor laughed.
“That’s not funny.” I glared at her.
“Kat! Sarah’s out her room!” Taylor shouted.
“Thanks for broadcasting that.” I rolled my eyes.
“You’re welcome!!” Taylor grinned.
“Didn’t I hear Punk and Kristen like an hour ago?” I asked.
“Yeah, they went out.” Kat said.
“To do what?!” Taylor jumped.
“Shop.” Kat laughed.
“Dammit! I wanted to go.” Taylor pouted.
“Maybe you were too busy trying to get me out the room.” I said.
“Shut it.” Taylor gawked at me “Speaking of getting people out of rooms, why hasn’t Sharp come out of his yet?!”
“He’s probably tired from his all-night last night.” Kat laughed.
“Hah probably.” Taylor smirked.
“Gosh! Can we talk about something else?!” I said getting mad.
“Someone’s in a bad mood.” Kat mumbled.
“I am actually! My ex engages to my friend and I’m here single ready to mingle but I can’t find ANYONE!” I yelled.
“What the hell!?” Sharp said coming out his room.
“Speaking of exes, hey Sharp, wanna go somewhere?” I smiled.
“Are you…. Taking anything.” Sharp asked concerned.
“Nope! I’m fine! Come on! Let’s go before Jamila gets back.” I jumped.
“Oh my garsh! Don’t do anything stupid.” Taylor begged.
“I doubt she’ll do that.” Kat thought.
“Yeah, you would stick up for your best friend.” Taylor rolled her eyes.
“I guess, I’ll see you guys later…” Sharpie said as I pushed him out the door.

~~~ Taylor’s POV ~~~
“Yeah… there’s gonna be a murder in this living room in like 5 hours.” I said.
“You gotta stop assuming things you know.” Kat rolled her eyes.
“I’m not assuming things dumbass.” I cocked my head.
Then Kat hit me in the head.
“I swear to garsh Kat!” I glared at her.
“I wanna here this story why you and Jammy always say garsh.” Kat laughed.
“Oh, okay. Well we were at a party… this was like around… 6th grade, I was high, Jay was drunk, we starting dancing randomly with people and I was like OH MY GOD! Then Jay yelled at me and shit like that, and she was like its pronounced GARSH! But what she meant was gosh. Her somewhat of a Jamaican accent tends to come out when she’s drunk.” I explained.
“Oh my god really?!” Kat gasped.
“Yeah, when she’s drunk, she acts like her mom.” I laughed.
“And what do you act like?!” Kat cocked her head.
“When I’m high, my brother Calvin. When I’m drunk, my dad.” I replied.
“Interesting…” Kat shook her head.
“Wanna go swimming?” I thought.
“I can’t swim.” Kat shrugged.
“So?! They have lifejackets!” I jumped.
“No!” Kat glared.
“Ugh! Come on!” I begged.
“NO!” Kat shouted.
“Fine….” I groaned.

~~~ My POV Hotel Lobby ~~~
“Jammy?” Punk asked approaching me.
“Yes.” I turned around wiping the tears away fast.
“Are you… are you okay?” Punk asked.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” I stuttered.
“No you’re not” then he looked at my iPod “Jay your listening to ‘Sober’ by Pink, what is wrong with you?”
“This.” I said handing him my ring.
“NO!” He gasped.
“Yes. I think we rushed into it. I really do think we did.” I shrugged.
“Okay, I’m not the relationship helper type, but why did you say yes then?”
“Because, I thought, since I met his parents, why shouldn’t I? I mean like, his brother’s cool. Not like I have a crush on his brother or anything. His brother isn’t that attractive.” I thought.
“So… just because you meant his parents… you said yes? Jay why you lying!” Punk smirked.
“What?!” I gasped.
“Yeah. You did it to make someone jealous. You know you’re not IN LOVE with Sharp.” Punk thought.
“Maybe your right…” I sighed “But for real though, who would I make jealous?”
“Maybe an ex, Sharp’s ex.” Then my jaw dropped when Punk said that.
“Oh my god.” I mumbled to myself.
“Jay you didn’t!” Punk sighed. I just shook my head.
“You married Sharp to make Sarah jealous! Which means, you were going to break up with Sharp to go with Kevin! Weren’t you!” Punk thought.
“Damn” I said looking at Punk “You sure got this all planned out.”
“Yes I do actually.” Punk grinned.
“I gotta go.” I said getting my ring from Punk’s hand.
“Hey Jammy… well damn someone’s in a hurry.” Kristen said I walked by her.
“Hey Krissie I can’t talk right now. I gotta do something important.” I said running out the hotel.
I hopped back into the cab and told Tyler to drive back to the arena we were just at. When we got there, the team was already leaving to get on the bus. I saw Kevin I got out the cab and ran over to Kevin and kissed him.
“Did I miss something?” Kevin thought.
“No, but I did. I noticed something when I go on vacations, people change, and true colors tend to come out. I learned that last night. I didn’t want to be with Sharp after all, it was you.” I sighed, looking into his blue eyes. Which I must say, it looks nice in the sun.
“So what are you saying?” Kevin asked.
“I want to be with you.” I smiled.
“Are you serious?” Kevin gasped.
“Yes. I’m dead serious.” I nodded.
“Wow! NOW they finally get together.” Kesler laughed. I just glared at him
“Shut up.” Kevin said.
“So, is this official?” I cocked my head.
“Will this work?” He said giving me a kiss.
“I take it as a yes.” I winked “I gotta go, I’ll call you later.”
“Oh he’ll do more then call.” Mason laughed.

~~~ Back at the hotel ~~
“Shar…” I stopped and relative he wasn’t in the room.
“Where’s Sharp?” I asked Kane.
“Out.” Kane said.
“Out where!” I glared at him.
“Oh I don’t know. That’s a question to ask your girls.” Kane uttered.
“Where are they then?”
“Shopping. But they’ll be back soon.” Kane said “Come, come sit down and relax.”
“No I rather stand.” I said.
“Why are you so distant all of a sudden?” Kane asked.
“From who? You?! Boy I never liked you.” I rolled my eyes.
“Ouch. That hurt.” Kane pouted.
“Good. It’s suppose to.” I said.
“Come sit your ass down.” Kane ordered.
“Ugh fine!” I groaned sitting down.
“Now, Dustin and I were talking...” then I stopped him.
“Wait… you and Dustin were talking?! About what exactly?” I cocked my head.
“You and Sharp.” Kane said.
“Why?” I uttered.
“Because, we can tell you weren’t feeling him no more ever since you came here.” Kane explained.
“Yeah I know.” I said putting the ring on the table.
“So you’re going to dump him? After being married for like 48 hours?” Kane sighed.
“I really don’t know what’s been going on lately, I’ve been feeling Kevin more than I do with Sharp.” I shrugged.
“Come on, just think about it. Who do you have more fun with?” Kane started asking questions.
“Kevin.” I replied
“What about going out to dinner?”
“Kevin. Sharp never took out to dinner.” I said.
“Who makes you laugh?”
“Defiantly Kevin.” I smiled.
“See, 3 for Kevin. Not even 1 for Sharp.” Kane shrugged his shoulders.
“So let me get this straight, you want me to dump Sharp for Kevin?” I gasped.
“No I’m not saying that. All I’m saying is you seemed happier with Kevin ever since he left you a voice mail.” Kane smirked.
“Oh yeah your right. I was only excited when Sharp came because it was a surprise, but I did have fun going to his hockey games.” I thought. “But I did hate him when he made a big ass bruise on my back.”
“He made a bruise!?” Kane gasped.
“Yeah, I told him about what happened with me and Anthony and he got mad, he wanted to leave but I told him to stay, but he pushed me to the ground. It’s not like I have back problems.” I shrugged.
“Are you okay though?” Kane asked.
“Yeah I’m fine.” I said.
After like a couple minutes, Punk, Kristen, Taylor and Kat came walking to the room with bags and food.
“Oh my goodness! Do you know where Sharp is?” I asked Kat and Taylor. Then Taylor took a glimpse at my ring finer, and then looked at the table.
“No we don’t know where he is, but we do know who he’s with… but question. Why is your ring on the table and not on your finger?” Taylor raised her eyebrow.
“Don’t worry about it! Who is he with?!” I jumped.
“Sarah.” Kat replied.
“Vengeance.” Punk mumbled but Kristen hit him on the chest.
“Why aren’t you wearing your ring?!” Kristen gasped.
“Because, I noticed something today, I wasn’t really IN LOVE with Sharp, when I said yes.” I said smiling at Punk.
“Oh yeah!! I just give great advice to people!” Punk said giving himself a thumbs up.
“You really went to Punk for advice?!” Kirsten gasped.
“No, he sorta came to me. I was like in the lobby upset.” I shrugged.
“Interesting…” Kat shook her head.
“Dude, you’ve been saying that all day today.” Taylor looked at Kat.
“So? It’s not like you haven’t said one special word all day.” Kat rolled her eyes.
“That’s because I don’t.” Taylor smirked.
“Yeah you do.” Everyone said.
“Oh!? Like what?!” Taylor shouted.
“Fucktard. Which I must say, is my word.” I laughed.
“Ugh whatever.” Taylor rolled her eyes.
“That too! You’ve been saying that all day today!” Kat jumped.
“Like I said before… whatever.” Taylor glared.
“One day she will understand.” Kristen laughed.
“I wonder when that day will be.” I smirked.

~~~ A couple hours later ~~~
I was still waiting on Sharp to get home. I was trying to figure out what the hell can he be doing at this time. It’s like 7:34 p.m. right now so he’s been out all day.
“Why are you shaking?” Taylor asked sitting next to be handing me some tea.
“Sharp isn’t here and I have to give him back this ring.” I replied pointing at the table where the ring was laying.
“Awe Baby Boo, don’t worry. Everything will be fine.” Taylor said “And uh… I think your computer is ringing.”
“My compu...” I said looking at my laptop and hearing the Skype call, it was Heather. “Oh hey Heather.”
“Ewe.” Taylor gagged looking at the computer.
“Bitch don’t ewe me.” Heather rolled her eyes.
“EWE” Taylor said louder.
“I wanted to talk to Taylor.” Heather said.
“Bitch ain’t no one want to talk to you.” Taylor laughed.
“Seriously! Get your ugly face in the camera.” Heather demanded.
“Okay seriously… how dumb are you!? You call me ugly… and you want to see my face. You are so stupid.” Taylor shook her head,
“OKAY! I’m hanging up now.” I said annoyed “I’m going to go get some Starbucks from across the street. Do you want anything?” I asked Taylor.
“Naw I’m good thanks.” Taylor said.
“I want some Mountain Dew!” Kat shouted from her room.
“Okay! You own me like $5.50.” I shouted back.
When I opened the door, I was really shocked at what I saw. Yeah, Sharp kissing Sarah. I could smell the booze on their breath with they were done.
“So, is this what you’ve been doing for the past hour?” I asked looking at the floor. Not making eye contact at all.
“Jamila we were just…” I stopped Sarah.
“Don’t play that bull with me. We were friends, not you’re going behind my back? You wanna play games, okay; I want you out of here, before I wake up. In other words, your ass is back in Chicago.” I rolled my eyes, closing the door. But I opened it again and threw the ring at Sharp, “We’re done.” I told Sharp.
I closed the door again, ran into my room and locked the door, I rather not be bothered at all for the rest of the night.
“Baby boo? What’s wrong?! Open the door. Please?” Taylor begged


To be continued…..

Author’s Note: Reason why all my chapters are being put up every day is because I haven’t been feeling well and I haven’t been getting any better since. So I try putting these up every day so I don’t have to worry about anything else. Only 2 more parts of this chapter and then I’m done(: hopefully I’ll get better soon.(:
-Jammy<3